'ello_​deathofarose
010825
040827
100_​blathes_​most_​blathed_​to
100_​facts_​about_​me
13_​blatherskites_​i_​would_​love_​to_​meet
16
17
1986
2009_​global_​temp
2018
2019
21_​questions
2_​in_​6_​american_​soldiers_​returning_​from_​iraq_​_​_​
3292005
420
8_​word_​sentence
911
_​an_​anonymous_​journal_​for_​all
_​an_​anonymous_​journal_​for_​all_​to_​see
a_​democratic_​speech
a_​few_​things_​that_​make_​me_​human
a_​final_​rant_​about_​someone_​i_​never_​knew
a_​glimps_​of_​the_​inside
a_​great_​weight_​pressing_​down
a_​message_​without_​adornment
a_​new_​fucking_​low
a_​nuclear_​free_​world
a_​page_​for_​des_​to_​ramble
a_​pleasant_​kind_​of_​madness
a_​poet_​lives_​within_​my_​soul
a_​proposal_​to_​rid_​bush
a_​story_​about_​random_​epiphanies
a_​thesis
a_​thirst_​for_​truth
a_​valentines_​day_​chronology
a_​very_​long_​conversation
a_​wrong_​war_​in_​21k_​'victim_​123'
about_​death_​of_​a_​rose
acceptance
accurately
aching
acid
actress
acupuncture
add
adderall
addicted_​to_​jebus
addictive_​personality
adulthood
advise_​me_​please
affame_​le_​geant_​between_​worlds
affame_​le_​geant_​how_​did_​this_​happen
affame_​le_​geant_​inspiration_​is_​everywhere
affame_​le_​geant_​saumboo's_​concern
affame_​le_​geant_​swallowing_​hard
affame_​le_​geant_​the_​box
affame_​le_​geant_​the_​flaming_​body_​leaps
affame_​le_​geant_​three_​impressions
aggression
alcoholism
all_​is_​silent_​underneath
all_​out_​war
all_​that_​i_​loved
alone
always_​searching
am_​i_​nothing_​more_​than
america_​is_​going_​to_​hell
americanpride
angels_​cry
angry
angst
anorexia
another_​story
antichrist
antidepressant_​question
antidepressants
antonym
anymore
apathy
apples_​3x_​a_​day
art
artist_​statement
ashamed
ask_​dafremen
ask_​god
ask_​kerry
ask_​kookaburra
ask_​lovers_​lament
ask_​oldephebe
ask_​pobody
ask_​silentbob
ask_​startfires
at_​my_​funeral
atom's_​eve
attacks
attitude
automata
avoid_​thinking
awkward_​reflections
back_​and_​forth_​and_​on_​and_​on
bad_​day
bailout
beautiful
belonging
benzos
betrayal
bewilder
billy_​mckinney
binaural_​beats
birthday_​letters
biwbowsaiattwopiadbriaetswstwtwlaymtagalukwyt
black_​celebration
black_​dog
black_​personality
blanks_​for_​farmfish
blather
blather_​12_​step_​program
blather_​oracle
blathercompliments
blatheresque
blatherquotes
blatherskite_​inside_​story
blathes_​to_​avoid
bleeding
blink182
blogs
bored
bored_​shitless
boredom_​eating_​me_​alive
boysetsfire
breakthrough
brimming
broken
brother_​can_​you_​spare_​a_​spleen
bruised_​knuckles
buddha
c_​f_​s
cancer_​of_​the_​mind
capitalism
car_​accident
casey
celestias_​needs_​to_​rant
chris
christians
christmas
christmas_​spirit
christopher
chronic_​fatigue_​syndrome
cigarettes
circles
civilization
clown
coffee_​from_​the_​ground_​up
cognitive_​and_​emotional
cognitive_​behavioral_​therapy
coldplay
complex
condoms
contracts
corner
crash
created_​in_​god's_​image
cry
cure_​for_​all_​diseases
cut
dada
daf_​help_​please
dafremen
dafremen_​answers_​five_​questions
dalai_​lama
dashboard_​confessional
david_​and_​lauren
david_​and_​leigh
david_​and_​leigh_​iii
dead
dead_​eyes_​still_​shining
dead_​strippers
dear_​daf
dear_​depression
dear_​mr_​speaker
deardiary
death
death_​and_​depression
death_​of_​a_​rose
deemed_​depressed
denial
depresion
depressed
depressing_​murder_​of_​love
depression_​rates_​increase_​with_​iq
des_​and_​the_​notebook_​nightmare
destruction
diary_​of_​an_​addict
dictionary_​of_​me
different_​choices
discharge
disembrace_​the_​madness
dislodged
dispelling_​the_​surplus_​myth
disregarded
don't_​finish_​the_​story
donnie_​darko
dope
dramaskites_​a_​question
dreams
drown
drug
drunk_​again_​so_​here_​i_​am
e_​bubble
e_​for_​effort
e_​mail_​to_​an_​old_​friend
economic_​pattern_​baldness
ecstacy
ecstasy
education_​vs_​schooling
elation
emo
emotional_​off_​switch
empty_​blathes
endorphins
entangled
ephredrine
every_​moment_​is_​a_​gift
everybody
everything_​is_​falling_​apart
evolutionary_​psychology
exhausting
exist
eyedream_​history_​portrait
fail
failure_​at_​23
fallingapart
false_​pretext
fat
fat_​chicks_​with_​class
fear_​or_​laziness
fearless
fearlessness
feelings
felt
fight_​a_​good_​fight
fighting_​bad_​moods_​and_​bad_​days
finals
five_​minutes_​twenty_​years
fleh
florescent_​light
fluctuating_​depression
flying_​above_​odds
fml
fonda
for_​frank
for_​fucks_​sake_​america
forbidden
forced
fragmentary_​romantic_​scenarios
free_​expression
free_​psychoanalyzations_​from_​the_​truth
free_​to_​write
fuck
fuck_​off_​and_​die
fuck_​this_​fucking_​insomnia
funny_​how_​things_​echo
gears_​stripped
gemini
getting_​divorced
giant_​sandworms
girl_​on_​the_​dancefloor
god
gone
goodbyes
got_​nobody_​to_​love
graduation
great_​depression
great_​lake_​swimmers
green_​tara
grieving_​process
guilt
gulf_​war_​syndrome
h_​ello_​misstree
half_​empty_​glass
happens_​to_​the_​heart
happier
happy
happy_​shutdown
hard_​on_​myself
hate
have_​fun_​and_​burn_​bright
heavy_​in_​feeling_​and_​practice
heidi
help
help_​me_​make_​a_​mix
herbs
here
here_​it_​is_​love
heretic_​in_​the_​church_​of_​the_​risen_​metal
hey_​hsg
hey_​thy
hey_​unhinged
hidden_​quiet_​sneaky
hide
hiding_​stars
hippy_​crap
historical_​navel_​gazing
hitler
holiday
home
hopelessness
hormones_​kick_​my_​ass
hours_​and_​hours
house_​sitting
how_​are_​you
how_​are_​you_​holding_​up
how_​big_​is_​blather
how_​much_​did_​ur_​doublewide_​trailer_​cost
how_​to_​drop_​out
humanity
humor
hurricane
hypersensitive
hypomania
i'm_​back_​on_​my_​prozac
i'm_​depressed
i'm_​not_​excited_​about_​music_​anymore
i'm_​off_​my_​prozac
i_​adore_​you
i_​am_​missing_​something
i_​am_​softly_​speaking_​to_​my_​heart
i_​am_​still_​a_​coward
i_​am_​stuck_​in_​confusion
i_​can't_​live_​on_​pills
i_​can't_​live_​without_​it
i_​can't_​sleep
i_​can't_​stop_​sleeping
i_​do_​not_​eat_​lately
i_​enjoy
i_​hate_​and_​loath_​who_​i_​am
i_​hate_​drugs
i_​hate_​licorice
i_​have
i_​have_​come_​to_​realize
i_​just_​wanna_​let_​go
i_​know_​you
i_​l0ve_​the_​darkness_​0f_​my_​being
i_​love_​your_​attitude_​problem
i_​pulled_​off_​your_​wings
i_​regret
i_​should_​go_​to_​bed
i_​unlove_​you
i_​want
i_​want_​to_​be_​better
i_​will_​not_​be_​part_​of_​your_​garden
i_​wish_​you_​wouldn't
if_​i_​would_​have_​done_​what_​i_​was_​thinking
if_​only_​i_​was_​more_​afraid
if_​theres_​a_​god_​hes_​got_​to_​be_​an_​asshole
if_​you_​leave_​me
im_​alive_​and_​trying_​hard
image
imaginary
immigration
important_​_​read_​before_​operating_​unit
impression
in_​memory_​of_​those_​who_​have_​died
incessantly
index_​of'd
index_​of_​d
index_​of_​d_​v2
index_​of_​d_​v3
indian_​summer
indifferent
indigo_​children
inflected_​forms
innerviews_​ever_​dumbening
innerviews_​lu_​cid
innerviews_​return_​to_​lucid
insane_​with_​sorrow
insanity
insanity_​deficiency
insectual_​depression
insecure_​goth_​girl
insignificant
insomnia
intj
ipod
is_​psychology_​psycho
is_​there_​a_​name_​for_​this
it's_​a_​poem
it's_​better_​to_​burn_​out_​than_​to_​fade_​away
it_​amazes_​me_​really
its_​been_​5_​months
iv_​ever_​dumbening_​julia_​butterfly
iv_​kingsuperspecial_​proxy
iv_​nocturnal_​yellow_​wallpaper
iv_​pushpins_​yummyc_​zoe_​too_​alive
ivan
ivan_​and_​jeanne
jamie_​i_​love_​you
jane_​asks
jason_​webley
jem's_​bad_​day
joe
john_​newlove
journey
just_​a_​small_​portion_​of_​a_​list_​of_​my_​fears
just_​in_​case_​you_​noticed
just_​left
just_​some_​girl
karl_​the_​weed_​makes_​an_​attempt_​at_​poetry
kennebunk
kids_​in_​the_​hall
killers
kind_​of_​blue
kittenmews_​frank
korn
kurt_​cobain_​killed_​himself_​10_​years_​ago_​today
last_​night
last_​night_​euphoria
leave_​blather
lemon_​soda
lemon_​sodas_​cerement
let_​it_​all_​go
let_​it_​go
lethargic
letter_​to_​teacher
liberal_​or_​conservative_​_​_​_​poll
life
life_​decoration
lifehurtsmyheart
linkinpark
little_​known_​facts_​about_​switzerland
llama
locked
lonely
long_​sleeves
longer
looking_​back_​i_​should_​have_​ran_​away
losing_​weight
love_​and_​depression
love_​dies
love_​letter
lovesick
low
lyrics
mad_​world
madness
mania
marihuana
marijuana
marketing
masochist
masturbation
me
medication
mediocre
melancholy
mental_​health
messing_​with_​blown_​cherry's_​head
milwaukee
mind
mint
miss
misstree's_​rambling_​corner
misstree's_​rambling_​regions
mistake
modern_​anna_​karenina
mom_​and_​dad
moment_​of_​truth
monument
more_​good_​news
mudvayne
music
my_​depression_​is_​a_​curving_​tunnel
my_​depression_​is_​a_​hole_​in_​the_​ground
my_​heart_​is_​not_​that_​strong
my_​house_​is_​an_​illusion
my_​letter_​to_​you
my_​new_​sayings_​two
my_​whole_​life_​is_​a_​dark_​room
mysterious_​illness
narcissism
nausea
network
neurocardiogenic_​syncope
never
new_​american_​plantation
new_​ink
new_​year
new_​years_​resolution
nice_​discussion_​at_​the_​meeting_​edna
nice_​guys_​finish_​laaast
nietzsche
nirvanic_​blind
no_​one_​likes_​depressed_​people
not_​particularly_​well_​amped
not_​to_​be_​alone
nothing
obituary
ocd
off
off_​the_​bus
offline
okay_​it_​had_​to_​be_​done_​2003_​in_​review
on_​the_​bus
one_​word_​to_​sum_​up_​your_​enemy
only_​comfort
only_​happy_​when_​it_​rains
optimism
overtired
pain
paraphrased
parents
passively_​social
past
paxil_​induced_​bitchiness
pennywise
people_​who_​seem_​to_​have_​it_​all
personality_​disorder_​test
pessimism
pessimist
petulant_​bowel_​disorder
peyton
photographic_​memory
pills
planted_​in_​a_​distinct_​depression
play_​is_​more_​than_​fun
plug_​in
pms
poppin'_​fresh_​farmfish_​blanks
popular_​kid
positive_​being
possible_​pirate_​movie
post_​your_​problems_​here_​so_​we_​can_​burn_​them
powerless
predjudice
preist_​a_​novella
prescription_​generation
pretty_​boy_​floyd
prisoner's_​envy_​and_​good_​luck
prozac
psilocybin
psycho_​babes_​free_​talk
psychobabes_​poetry
puccini
pyschological_​withdrawal
quarantine
question_​everything
quiet_​realizations
quit
quote_​from_​a_​book_​i'm_​reading
quotes_​from_​a_​blathe
radiohead
random_​description
random_​excerpts_​from_​my_​life
random_​meanderings
random_​thoughts_​on_​a_​sunday
random_​writings
rank_​hypocrisy
razorblades
realistic_​optimist
reasons_​behind_​laws
reasons_​to_​live
reboot
refuse
relapse
religion
removed
replacement_​therapy
requiem_​for_​a_​dream
reveals
ripping_​my_​heart_​open
roommate_​hospitalization
rope
rufus
sad
sad_​puking_​stories
saddest_​joke_​ever_​told
sadhana_​of_​mahamudra
sadness
sadness_​beats_​depression
sage
sarah
saturating_​alone_​again_​again_​again
saves_​the_​day
say_​no_​to_​this
scapegoat
scarcity
scared_​of_​chaka
scars
scheduled_​pain
scratch
search_​engines
seasonal
self_​destructive
self_​flagellation
selfishness_​is_​blindness
semester_​burnout
senses
shades_​of_​me
shaking
shariyat_​ki_​sugmad
she_​bleeds
she_​still_​makes_​me_​tremble
shit_​shit_​shit_​shit
should_​zoloft_​do_​this
shut_​up_​and_​shop
sign_​my_​slambook
silence
silence_​before_​a_​depression
silence_​i_​crave
sisters
skelator
sky
sleeping_​alone
smiling
smother
snow_​emergency
snuffed_​out
so_​fucked
so_​now_​it's_​come_​to_​this
softgreyblanket
sohe_​accented
somebody's_​sadness
sometimes_​these_​nights_​are_​unbearable
songs_​for_​the_​heartbroken
songs_​i_​could_​sing_​right_​now
songs_​that_​make_​your_​stomach_​ache
sorrow
soulmate
spam_​poetry
spark
spiders
stagnant_​void
stand
states
states_​often_​mentioned_​in_​popular_​music
static_​splendour
stau
stoned
stop_​fucking_​with_​me
stories
strong
stronger_​medicines
stryper
studium_​and_​punctum
subnaught
suicidal_​tendencies
suicide
suicide_​is_​my_​sculpture
sunday
symbiotic
symphony_​of_​favoritelinks_​bookmarked
symptoms
synapses
system
take_​care_​of_​yourself
tell_​me_​how_​i_​feel
that_​creeping_​ugly_​feeling
that_​there_​post_​and_​what_​it_​needs
that_​we_​love_​in_​vain
the_​art_​of_​suffering
the_​cheap_​hotel
the_​cops_​will_​get_​me
the_​death_​of_​a_​love_​song
the_​effects_​of_​lyrics_​on_​us
the_​heart_​sutra
the_​key_​to_​leo
the_​liar
the_​mind_​masticating_​endlessly_​on_​misery
the_​phone_​rang
the_​pill
the_​quest_​for_​spoo
the_​saddest_​feeling
the_​scent_​of_​angel's_​wings
the_​shameless_​duality_​of_​hope
the_​spork's_​california_​recall_​rant
the_​truth_​that_​i_​am_​just_​now_​realizing
the_​venjus_​project
then_​there_​was_​you
there's_​a_​line
there_​are
there_​is_​a_​high_​correlation_​between
theremin
these_​are_​four_​arguments_​in_​unnecessary_​contextual
thetamatheia
thethetikomatheianew
thetikomatheiapxld
they_​see_​nothing_​but_​a_​mess_​of_​hair
things_​i_​currently_​dislike_​with_​a_​passion
things_​i_​want_​to_​believe
things_​that_​never_​go_​out_​of_​style
think_​about_​your_​worthless_​job
this_​darkness
this_​is_​how_​i_​feel_​about_​you
this_​is_​how_​i_​found_​this_​site
this_​revolution_​won't_​be_​televised
this_​too_​shall_​pass
thorn's_​space
thoughts_​inside_​my_​head
three_​more_​seconds
three_​topics_​_​first_​date
three_​words_​spam
throw_​a_​kitten_​over_​the_​fence
thyartshallshant_​says_​hi
tied_​in_​naughts_​reverie
tinges_​of_​regret
tj_​almost_​breaks_​down
to_​die_​to_​sleep
to_​katie
to_​my_​friend_​doar
to_​you
today_​yestarday
today_​yesterday
tonglen
too_​bored_​to_​masturbate
too_​much
top_​five_​moments
torture
transitional_​depression
trauma
triggered
trite
two_​emotions_​today
um_​hi
underlying
understand
unfocused
unhappy
unhealthy_​substitutes
unhingeddilemma_​help
unknown
unlovable
unrequited_​love
unsaid_​warning
until_​summer
urban_​bodhisattva
user24
utterly_​meaningless
vampire
vanity
velvet_​acid_​christ
verbs_​_​all_​of_​them_​tiring
vicodin
victim_​impact_​panel
volatile
wake_​up
wallowing
watcher
we
we're_​all_​racists
we_​have_​a_​rascal_​named_​buzz_​lightyear
weed
weird_​little_​brain
welcome_​to_​cancerland
wellbutrin
wept
what's_​love_​like_​for_​you
what's_​the_​'point'
what_​a_​beautiful_​mess_​you_​are
what_​i'm_​feeling_​right_​now
what_​i'm_​listening_​to_​right_​now
what_​i'm_​thinking_​right_​now
what_​i_​like_​about_​you
what_​i_​want_​to_​call_​you
what_​if_​
what_​makes_​you_​sad_​somedays
what_​meds_​are_​you_​taking
what_​this_​world_​is_​about
what_​would_​you_​do_​if_​you_​werent_​afraid
what_​would_​you_​save_​if_​your_​soul_​went_​to_​safeway
what_​you_​meant_​to_​me
when_​blathes_​collide
when_​everyone_​else
when_​i_​was_​young
when_​string_​becomes_​rope
while_​you_​sleep
who_​are_​you
wholeheartedly
why_​am_​i_​sad
why_​are_​you_​up
why_​arent_​you_​better_​known
why_​bush_​won_​and_​kerry_​lost
why_​i_​like_​metal
why_​is_​pain_​beautiful
whydoialwaysfeelsoalone
winter
without_​a_​net
womans_​rights
word_​association_​13013
worried
worry
worst_​physical_​pain
wrists
yarrow
year_​to_​live
yeast_​inflection
yet_​again
you_​can't_​hurt_​me_​anymore
you_​have_​been_​in_​me
you_​like_​attention
you_​make_​me_​want_​to_​cry
zen_​paths
zoloft
ztupider_​questions