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psychobabe
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What i am about
I am a girl who is scared of a life not lived
I am a lover and a hater
I am afraid of being along
I am afraid of the dark
I am afraid that i will not be loved enough by a man
I am afraid that i will be afraid all my life
I am not afraid of love
I am not afraid of thinking
I am not afraid of being in wide open spaces
I am an adventurer
I am a child who wants to break free
I am a poet
I am a musician
I am all that i can be and more
I am brave, and have courage
I am respected by my friends
I am loved
I am wanted
I want others
I am a deep thinker
I am an angel
I am a devil
I have different personalities
I feel
I crave love
I am a singer
I am a dancer
I am me
So respect me for who i am, and take me as i am. Cuz i am the only one of my kind, and there is no other like me.
***This poem was written WAY long ago when i was 12 so its kinda messed up***
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psychobabe
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psychobabe
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In my head-
in my head are thoughts
of what i want..but cant have-
a blade on the ground,
which could take this very
life away...
the blood so real and red,
drips onto the floor..
the victims head hangs severed
while i walk across the floor
in the depths of my mind,
echos of terre and screams
lurk...horrific pictures of
death and futile.
a life not wanted
but brought upon almost as
an act of fait...
a dark corner catches
me eye..almost as I
go towards it the devil
cheers me on..
his eyes so full of life
and fire ablaze..
but yet there is more-
the blade is in my
hands again, as the
severed head still hangs
i let out an evil laugh,
a sigh of redemption takes
over all...
the blood now dripping
from me, my veins acheing
with pain, but i dont
scream..instead i watch
it fall from me..
dripping once again...
*written in extreme depression*
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psychobabe
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ANY comments, any at all i'll take into consideration
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psychobabe
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Life is but a dream
on the way to death-
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psychobabe
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One of these days
your gonna love me..
you'll sit down by
yourself and think..
of all the times
you pushed and shoved me..
and what good friends
we might have been..
then your gonna sigh alittle
maybe even cry alittle but..
one of these days
your gonna love me.
One of these days
your gonna love me..
you'll sit down by
yourself and think..
of all the times
you turned from me..
and what good friends
we might have been..
then your gonna sigh alittle
maybe even cry alittle..
but one of these days
your gonna love me.
One of these days
i'm gonna love me..
i'll feel the joy
of sweet release..
one of these days
i'll rise above me..
and in me i'll find some peace
then i'm gonna smile alittle..
maybe even laugh alittle but....
one of these days...
i'm gonna love me
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psychobabe
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I always thought that when it came,
i'd be ready for the end.
By that time i'd be resigned and tame,
death would appear a welcome friend.
But what if i still want to live?
still want to learn and grow?
what if i stil have gifts to give?
and i'm not yet ready to go?
What if i'm to young still,
not old enough to die?
what if i want to wait until,
i've expierienced life to say
goodbye...
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psychobabe
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A quote from one of my favorite poems:
"And as the empty souls walked on, the lord said, Shed no tears for the world has died, and there is nothing left but grief."
my friend sarah told me that was really good once : )
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psychobabe
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Could not believe
what came here today
held in his arms
it blew me away
house is on fire
were naked again
maybe all we need
is a wallet of friends
shackles and chains
wont keep me away
trampled by
and my breaths insane
I wanna be just like you
I wanna feel right through you
I wanna see just with you
I wanna live i wanna kill you
fitting ice
14 hairdryers
I swim into you
flame on earth desire
pouring the rinds
rich and the fall
this crippled of you
fame is a whore
I wanna fit inside you
I wanna room inside you
In my talks i wanna buy you
I wanna die, I wanna die
I wanna live you-
Im not scared of you
gonna give up on drugs
if i make it through
chores of love
chores of love
your hand in my hand
I wanna be just a lie!
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psychobabe
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staind-hidden track
Well i know the words
but i cant really speak them..to you
and i hide all the pain
that i've gained with my wisdom...
from you
And i'm made into lies
but what i hold inside
all the things that i live with
i cant easily hide
but i'm left here with nothing..
nothing to live for..but you
its not east to hide
all the damage inside
I carry it with me
until i'm not alive..
and you look at my face
with the sin just as ugly..to you
and i cant seem to erase
all the scars i have lived with..
from you
I'm so sick of this place
and this taste in my world
cus of you i cant figure
what i'm all about
and i'm left here with nothing
nothing to live for..but you
its not east to hide
all this damage inside
I carry if with me,
until i'm not alive..
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psychobabe
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Time to see
believe this in me
this pain that i feel
deep inside
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psychobabe
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Realization...knowing now how deep in this hold i've dug myself. My life is so full of lies, i want to say its great but then again theres just another fuck lie. God i look at myself and think, where did i go all wrong? why do i feel the way i do? How come i feel something more extreme than pain? Could this be misery? I feel like i've let so many down. Maybe i've just let myseld down...*sigh* who knows, i sure as hell dont. People try their hardest to help me, but all the phsychiatrists in the world, all the doctors all the mental institutes wouldnt tell me a god damn thing i havent already heard! God there is all this fucking anger in my i've kept for so long! maybe i'm slowly going insane...maybe i'll have this huge unstable breakdown and go on a massive killing spree. Wouldnt that be nice NO! THAT'D BE HORRIBLE! AHH undecided mind of mine tearing me apart! its like the lyrics "and i feel all this pain stuffed it down its back again!" (staind-outside) god damn this is sad
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Challenger 70
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have you ever thought about putting your poetry in a book and publishing it im sure it would make great learning material for schools
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psychobabe
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actually i went to poetry.com and put up my poems called "dont" "grief" and "nightmare"
I like to take pride in my work, but i've never thought of publishing it in a book for children to read. I think maybe it would scare them alittle or something but it could seriously help someone who's in the same places that i was in at those times. I wouldnt konw where to start any ideas?
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noggin
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i stared perfection in the eye and perfection blinked
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noggin
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nice poetry you sexy little minx
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noggin
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(to the tune of spider man)
greasy boy!
greasy boy!
greasy boy!
greasy boy!
watch out!
here comes the greasy boy!
a disgrace
to the irish race!
greasy hair and
greasy face!
watch out!
here comes the greasy boy!!!
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noggin
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i hope you like my poem
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gogopigeon
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You cunning little girl. :)
FOXYFOXYLADY
;)
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noggin
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i wish i was in mali
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noggin
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i wish i was in mali
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noggin
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timbucto is in mali
but the call it timbuctao
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gogosparrow
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I agree, gogopigeon.
She is sexy.
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noggin
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they*
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noggin
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crazy frenchies!!!
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noggin
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shut up gogo pigeon
" " sparow
she doesnt need this from some stupid birds
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gogoowl
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what!!!
she probably likes it its not like she gets any!!!!
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gogoowl
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what!!!
she probably likes it its not like she gets any!!!!
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gogoowl
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what!!!
she probably likes it its not like she gets any!!!!
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gogoowl
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what!!!
she probably likes it its not like she gets any!!!!
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noggin
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dont listen to them psychobabe!!!!
ur great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Doar
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Great stuff Psychobabe.
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oldephebe
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ditto ditto ditto!!!!!
such imagery! such a grasp and natural ear for the music of desolation..and something beyond that were few allow their minds, souls to tread...very every talented..god i sound so oLd!!! so prosaic and quiant..pat pat..still though..you're very talented PsB.
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gogohawk
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follow up to greasy boy:
"Lives in a greasy place,
Peckham just became less ace,
MAKE HASTE! Here comes the greasy boy!"
Gogopigeon, gogosparrow, you are freaks.
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Machiavelli70
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gogopowerrangers
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