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It seems like everything is falling apart. I was evicted and have to show up to court. I cannot find a place to live. I dont have a job because there is no employment opportunities. Without a job I dont know how I'll pay rent with deposit. Most of my friends have moved or are moving away. My car is about to die. Everyone is moving ahead while I struggle to catch up. Parking tix gallore. Medical Bills and Anxiety Attacks. WTF am I supposed to do?
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cry.
thats what i do...but it never seems to help much afterwards.
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daxle
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the enemy lurks in the corner of my eyes
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I am...
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Mahayana
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SuicidalAngel,
just do the best that you can within any situation, dont give in to the idea that you wont be ok, cuz you will be ok, i know it may sound corny but just have the inner resolve that [[you will]] do the best you can no matter what may come your way ... its scarry but you must at least give yourself this ... the knowledge & hope that you are strong enough & resourceful enough to make it through anything. and you are my dear you are.
[i am not only speaking from past experience but also within the context of how i am making it through my current days... simply trying to do the best that [i can] no matter where i shall end up]
and give yourself an extra gift- try not to compare your status to those of others for we all live different lives with vastly different perspectives/ experinces/ & setbacks and there are reasons why we are all not on the same level in life
keep your chin up SuicidalAngel and try to remember, its up & over from here- so dont forget to allow yourself some downtime to dream
*greatbighugs*
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Hey thanks! Yeah I know I can probably do telemarketing for a while to get on my feet, possibly borrow more money from my gramma for a payment on a place and I'm calling to get a lawyer today. I've also gone to the Gov't Service building so I'll be getting an EBT card for food for a couple months and also medical. If I get medical I might see a doctor about my anxiety attacks.. It just feels like there is too much going on at once right now. Blah
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Well I've come to a decision. I'm going to be a nanny. It's not what it sounds like! It's for wealthy families and I'll stay in Long Island or somewhere in NY. They give you a car to use, room and board, I'll have a job that pays well by watching thier kids. Payed Holidays and payed vacation. I get a cell phone, computer and my own "wing" of the house. It's all free besides the airfare out there which they front to you anyway. It's a year long commitment but at minimal you make 14,000 in that year. So after taxes and paying off debt, I can buy a new car and furnature. I'm thinking of moving to Denver with my friend after that as well. So yeah.. hope everything works out! Any of you guyz live in NY or near it?!
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ypowahine
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married with healthy child, living on island paradise- full time job, own my own home. Why can't i get this pain out of my head-how can i keep my self from snapping into depression. everyone says be happy, it will all be alright. it already is all right. why can't i be happy?
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durrr because you AREN'T
-15 and living in massachusetts, high school student, I hate everyone and everyone's going to die and no one's going to be remembered
but I can't depress you like that and I won't ask why not
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