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last_night_euphoria
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wow, last night was great. somehow, SOMEHOW, I forgot about all the shit that makes me sad and tired. School was as it usually is, no big deal. I had the choice to go downtown to open mic night, which is all the rage at my school~~even if the people dont feel like staying or performing, its a great excuse to meet up with a zillion friends and do whatever~~. Or I could go home to Waikoloa (small town nothing to do but sit). So after school, i was rushing to my bus (because it leaves first and I can't drive)when i bumped into Nimai, which I seem to do a lot right when i need to. hes the sorta person that luck and fate and coincidence seems to work with (i'll write about that in a different blathe). anyways I was like "should I go?" and he said "come to my house and we'll chill then we can go to open mic together" .
and we did.
and it is the most sociable I have been in years,
and I got more hugs than i've gotten in a year combined,
and i sang "i will survive" with micah and Zach dant, who is now my friend (longish story, but basically thats a crazy good thing). plus that song was a nice choice.
and i made at least 5 new friends.
and wow.
thats all.
wow.
some people just charge you when you want a hug.
the two best hugs:
1. brad, when we were psychic hugging, then he got up and hugged me almost too tight and spun me around a couple times.
2. allison when she just dove for me.
i know know know you guys dont know who I'm talking about but just trust me, this was a GOOD night. the stars were pretty. i wished on one of them. it was probably some planet or somethin, but it seems to have come true anyway.
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good people
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well, im pretty sure it was euphoric... i dont exactly recall.
fuckin' stoner
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unhinged
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it's all chemically created
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... but the body isn't adapted to handle the foriegn chemicals.
just food for thought
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well, last night sucked for me...but the night before. I got tanked and got to fumble around with a truly noble dude. Too it was just a one night speical. But those memories,I'll treasure. Those memories are what got me through my depression last night.
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kerry
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last night, Johanna was at prom with Paul, her Secret Agent Lover Man who actually cheated on her while he was at the beach for spring break with all the other juniors but he denies all of it.
prick.
she was wearing a pale green dress and black jewelry and shoes and her brown curls spilling everywhere, i know it, and probably a beautiful corsage. she was waiting for her first kiss last night and i hope she got it.
but her message is on my answering machine and for some reason i just can't bring myself to pick up the phone and call her.
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silentbob
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kissing. sleeping. hugging. my head is still a little swimmy
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DavesHeroinGirl
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This seems to be an affliction I experience on the frequent basis these days.
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no reason
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no...
last_week_euphoria?
last_year_euphoria?
last_lifetime_euphoria?
i don't think even then
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stork daddy
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i can't wait till last night. she's gone tonight, but nothing in the room can pass to me without passing through the phantom still upon my lips, still clenching at my back, still whispering words i never even knew i was waiting for, words that unlocked me. i am filled with warmth, but slowly i relapse, those minor permanent changes in my soul the only memory of those feelings of a trust where to surrender and conquer are interchangeable, where to touch is to be touched. the room grows unbearably large again as her memory fades, she is no longer there to keep it hidden from me.
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