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suicidalchinadoll I come across like this to myself. :)


but its not life-threatening...at least I don't think so.
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Syrope mind over matter
matter mimics mind
chew the fat
make small talk
say things you regret
change lives, break hearts
try to take it back
pretend it wasnt you
drop hints
get ignored
awkward silence
alone with the brain again

introducing: rift
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unhinged misery is a fabrication of the ego; sometimes i fear that my ego is way too big. suffering is the common human condition. nothing makes my pain any more than anyone else's except my ego. MY depression hurts more than theirs; MY life sucks more than theirs; MY heart is broken more than theirs. simply not so; my suffering is theirs and theirs mine.

an open heart means nothing surrounded by closed doors.

serenely




acceptance not tolerance
compassion not religion
faith not proof
love not judgement
open not closed
forgive not forget
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