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religion is perfectly fine in my book, but i know for facts that stronger_medicines are available and shouldn't be stomped out like a bugaboo.
but ALAS it might be that the idealist's roller coaster is what you've signed up for... that's okay.... more on the side of the postmodern project.... which is a can of worms worth contemplating and also even gives you some gummy worms to suck on. ( the meat's not yours ? well, i don't know, i think i'm wading out into a lying ocean with the gummy worms. )
the orientation is okay, it just makes you a little fuzzy about the future unfolding, and possibly keeps you with the alcohol. don't let it be that (you) have a denial issue and then a health problem to solve first before you get to the problems that should truly be defining your existence.... i know how it is... and it's not time totally wasted, but in social terms, people never understand such personal grace and that can be the pits, in its own socially defined social realm, for sure.
so, in summary, *you've) got tons TONS of potential, but don't let me get all Johnny Rotten and suicidal by giving me a show about how you drowned it all in drink, drugs, and other ways of complaining.... and of course i know you will try to drive a wooden stake through my heart just for mentioning that word... complaining...
but there you go. complaining. i think life is very VERY patient with (you.) and you definitely should keep with the deprogramming of your Moon (we all have that project to do) and stick around for joy, not DEPRESSION (which is also distinct from being sad), and (what have you.)
please. the pressure's on. BRING IT.
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