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souless wanderer One of my friends from college was resoureful enough to track down one of my online journals. I have one that I let my friends read, and one that I don't. I was stupid enough to use the same display picture. The one I don't let friends read, especially new ones that know nothing about my past, is the one that has all my thoughts and feelings on it, and we all know how fucked up I am. I had stuff about cutting, and depression, and suicide, and everything else, and .... FUCK! This is horrible... I don't know what I'm going to do.
I went though it and made anything remotely depressing private... And no I have nowhere to write.... SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!
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random make a new one
start again

the future is a blank canvas
and we all choose our own paths
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