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Natalie
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give pleasurable pain, they kill all emotion of despair, grief, depression, and make you too weak to deal with problems normally after you've done it once, they make scars that make you more of an outsider than you already were, using it against your skin becomes this addiction that can lead to suicide, it causes you to become insane when you try to quit, using them causes you to think to yourself, 'why does anyone care anyways, im only hurting myself, not anyone else' when really its not true, your just causing emotional pain for friends, s/o's, family. the cutting causes the same emotional pain that you kill with the razorblade, but if you sit and think about it, your problems are only held off with cutting for only a coupld f hours, then what, when it comes back you just keep cutting and cutting until the razor itself overpowers you and causes one single deep long slit across your wrist ending everything in the matter of minutes, cutting is the path to disaster in everyway, and here i am, on that exact path, knowing exactly how things will turn out in my life, if i continue this nonsense of keeping and using my razor everytime i become to weak to deal with my problems. tats all i have to say ...for now
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