blather
emotional
psyki i can’t learn how to love you
if you’re not here

i don’t know where to look
when you disappear

there are so many reasons
why i should stay

but maybe you’ll come back
if i go away
010613
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Skull Like a crack of a whip
Her emotions changed,
Is she a prophet
or just deranged.
011017
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Jon Run. I won't have
my weakness revealed. If they
see it, they'll tear you
apart like vultures
on carrion.
With hold those tears and
smiles and fears. Wear the
mask and remain
bulletproof. I am.
020824
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silentbob emo 020824
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~gez~ i get like this when i think. close my eyes and dream. a tear ran down my face last night. first time in a few years 020826
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Reverend Lough rollercoaster..... 021214
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IWishICouldGoWithDavid What I hope I can look back and sum up my life as having been 021215
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joe scars 030514
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shutter-bug High school was filled to the brim with emotion.
One uttered word could start a world of devotion.
Then one week later the same word could be spoken,
Causing hatred to serge between friendships now broken.

Sometimes I miss it. Everyone
seems so empty emotionally.
I find myself fulfilling my
longing for emotion in nature
and all of it's forms.
Peaceful days spent in secluded areas,
or
endless
moments
lost
in
the
noise-filled
busy streets
of a
crowded
commercial
city,
trying to make myself feel a smidgen on emotion.

When did I die?
031015
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uow outbursts 040911
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pagan emotional_rollercoaster 040912
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Forming Mind A heartbeat in the womb.
Pulsating, pushing, kicking.
Twisting stomach too tightly.
I clench, turn, fold.
Like a wounded bird
I am blind but to the twitch.
A twitch of a dieing body.
Loosing any sense of emotions.
It's just a dull, harsh ache.
Echoing in my stomach.
Killing me slowly
killing my ability to feel
but this droaning, stabbing,
knife hunt in my inner.
050105