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she has no charming words of imagination for me [words of infatuation] no demonstrative expressions... simple for the fact of matters... that i do not move her within as others have in past by- goneness
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there have been no birthed words of verse, expressions, nor imagery for she does not feel what she has for others when she feels for me...
can this be so ...
how many of us strictly believe that depression-hurt-pain-loss
is the foremost muse of the day
& that these 4 de-graced spectacles
are what causes our writing to expand
is it merely a release besides our names that which fuels our vertical intensification here at blather
should i be [irrationally jealous] that one whom has wounded you so profoundly has further words of profundity, yearning, & magnificent movements dedicated than i, or shall i acquire great contentment & nobility in knowing that i myself have not damaged you ...
[[is it better to have lesser amounts of words- than to have bottomless words- if even fashioned out of desolation depression melancholy]]
amusing what the psyche can do to you when you permit it to turn out to be desirous over silly lil distractive thoughts
i recognize i am loved- for this i do not disbelief- however, i still examine you with such longing, a craving that you’d have half as much obsession about i
[[[and perhaps you do, but i just do not distinguish it wedged in this rut of mine & ruts do not allow one to distinguish the truth ... the truth through the darkness & isolation]]]
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oh my love,
had i known that it meant so much to you, all that i have expressed to you in other ways...all the emails, instant messages, phone calls...i would have also written here.
it is true that i do not express myself here as much as i used to. but that in no way means that my feelings for you are less important, or weaker, than what i have felt in the past. in all honesty, had i been given the opporunity, or felt comfortable enough or been free to express myself in person to one who hurt me in the past, i would have done so rather than writing my feelings at blather.
please dont think that i do not feel for you as much as i have felt for others. for my love for you is stronger, more intense, more passionate than anything i have ever felt.
i am comfortable to be who i am with you. i know that i am free to say what i think and what i feel.
i can be anything with you.
just as you can be anything with me.
i love you, sass.
you are my love, my life, my soulmate.
you are my everything.
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A funny game me & my friends play.
step1:
Everyone writes a what if question on a peice of paper.
Step2:
Put your question in the center.
Step3:
Pick up a question & answer it
Step4:
Read your question.
Step5:
Have your friend say the answer to their question, and then read their question.
Have the next person read their answer and then their question.
keep repeating.
funny thing, we always end up putting brave heart in our questions.
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