| throw_a_kitten_over_the_fence | ||
| curious toys |
i failed my road test today... go on, laugh it up kids i feel like dying... i skipped school. i missed a history test... i have to take it tomorrow. will i also fail then? yep. and then there are other things random thoughts... little boys with hearts on their sleeves quiet boys aching to speak today was a holiday? i guess so. will the phone ring soon? i'm getting anxious. ...then there are boys with confidence and charm i'll stay away from those for a while. dot dot dot... i'm obsessed with the dot dot dots... that's the way i speak. spaces that sliver between words... replaced by the dot dot dots that scar the the flow of my emotions. if you could only hear me... pauses in between...lapses of deep thought. not so deep at times...hesitation? maybe. withdrawal. repression. depression?...cliche. ...a truck full of kittens ...leaving a trail ...leading to nowhere ...destined to fail. ...hmm. ,licking thy wounds. |
020916 |