saturating_alone_again_again_again
Mahayana
here
i
am
all
over
again
:
yet
again
:
two
years
till
i
shall
not
be
alone_again
saturating_again_alone
however
1
+1,
right
now
in
these
very
moments
i
do
not
believe
i
can
make
it
for
another
two
more
years
devoid
of
love
hugs
affection
smiles
tenderness
ive
waited
26
years
&
now
I
have
1
+1...
misery
gloominess
despair
melancholy
dejection
depression
my
companion
has
drawn
closer
for
another
vacation
,
maybe
its
this
individual
i
live
with
that
begets
it
all
out
within
me
,
as
soon
as
i
am
absent
from
her
i
am
in
good
dispositions,
but
when
i
come
back
home
everything
saturates ...
the
depression
saturates
1
+1
solitude
saturates
1
+1 regrett saturates1+1
remorse
saturates
1
+1 saturates saturates
1
+1
saturating_alone_again
[::
death
of
a
self
::] saturating_alone_again
020521
...
Toxic_Kisses
have
you
thought
about
bizzying
your
self
w
/ activitys
that
have
a
lot
of
other
ppl
to
interact
w
/
that
way
you
don't
feel
alone
?
020521
...
Mahayana
social
anxiety
would
have
me
consider
otherwise
that
it
is
not
as
straightforward
of
a
solution
as
it
comes
to
light
if
it
twas
id
be
elsewhere
within
the
populace …
however
state
of
affairs
are
not
always
merely
solved
through
being
out
in
the
company
of
others
… earths
population
could
not
mend
what
is
within
or
without
020521
...
TK
What
about
kicking
out
ur
roommate
and
getting
another
one
?
You
did
say
after
all
and
I
quote
"
maybe
its
this
individual
I
live
with
that
begets
it
all
out
within
me
,
as
soon
as
I
am
absent
from
her
I
am
in
good
dispositions,
But
when
I
come
back
home
Everything
saturates ..."
So
if
you
got
rid
of
her
/him
and
get
a
new
one
you
get
a
long
w
/
things
would
be
better
?
Sorry
if
I'm
being
a
pest
,
I
realize
not
every
problem
is
solvable
it's
just
a
hate
seeing
you
in
such
misery
cuz
I
think
you
deserve
so
much
happiness
020521
