blather
grieving_process
Mahayana + numbness
+ yearning
+ outbursts | strong emotions |depression
+ sadness
+ letting go

some things are beyond our control


[it takes most people one to two years to recover from a major bereavement]

¿[where am i]? || ¿[where should i be]?
020710
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Mahayana another set back ...
back
back
back to + numbness +
020710
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camille tears
numbing
memories
more tears
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