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Jenna
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...she asked when I walked out into the hall at 4:00 am. She was on the phone. I could have asked the same of her.
Instead I rambled something about the scheduling chemicals of my brain, how they won't get on track, they collide.
But why am I up? What is so great that I will forgo sleep to see it or read it or think it?
My website? That took up a good three hours tonight.
E-mail? Another hour.
Blather? ...um, what time is it now?
I'm never going to make it through school this way. I haven't even been to my 10 o'clock in a week now. *sigh* But night is magic, night is peace, and night is still. I have no where to be and no one to meet, and plenty of time, as long as I ...stop needing sleep. No, I need sleep. Must sleep now, really. Night all. -Jenna, fearing the light, 4:38 AM
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Aimee
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cause i'm supposed to go to class at 10.. can't decide if I will or not...
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ever dumbening
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yech, vell, it's only 3:10, i don't have to wake up for another 4 hours, and i just discovered this damn site
damn all of you interesting, creative people; let me return to my worthless, isolationist life and get some sleep
just one more--i swear
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Teenage Jesus
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It's five o'clock in the morning! What!?! Are you gonna sleep ALL DAY?!?
Day's half gone! Get up!
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011114
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unhinged
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i don't know. i can't really say. my body failing me in odd ways, sleeping all goddamn day. missing classes, becoming a recluse. do i have mono, an iron deficiency, severe depression? i guess only a blood test can tell for sure.
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Aaron
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sleep.. ohh god i need sleep.. .. it's been three days... the voices keep talking.. and they won't leave me to sleep.. they talk about me .. with eachother.. they hardly talk to me.. but they don't stop.. horrid .. constant. from the time i wake till i sleep.. and as soon as i wake up again... seeing things.. objects in the room getting bigger and smaller... horrid... colors when i close my eyes.. please.. just make it stop.... i know it has to stop i need rest.. i need... i need sleep..
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from now on
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down is down
up is up
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041029
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oblivion
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severe depression?
or an iron deficiency.
or an inability to function in daylight.
hm hm hm...
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041029
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magicforest
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too sad to sleep right now
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041029
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Syrope
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there are too many gargantuan bugs flying around in here for me to sleep
that and...well, i don't sleep on the job.
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041030
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god
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sleep...
for creeps.
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041030
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TK
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BC I'm not old and feble enough to be "put down" yet
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041103
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kookaburra
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because i'm pretending to do homework...
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041103
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jane
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i'm afraid to sleep
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sw
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because I'm supposed to be in class at the moment.
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Doar
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apparently i should be working.
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050621
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*Amy*
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days and month are passing by and nothing interest me
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050621
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her royal highness the quirk
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because i want to sleep and i know i should, but i can't. tonight is the first night in a while that i don't have work to do and i don't have a reason to wake up exceptionally early. i should be revelling in my one night of freedom and watching a movie or enjoying talking to my friends, but instead, as usual, i always return to you. i feel utterly empty and dead inside. i want to cry tonight. i want some kind of release, so that maybe i'll be able to sleep. i need to cry before i can sleep.
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050621
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can't_sleep
i really hate when this happens.
i must get up and take on that world tomorrow morning - !!!
i got up to check on ways to make myself go to sleep but so far the best choices are rubbing my stomach or wiggling my toes??
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060205
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misstree
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falling in **** with someone i've never met in person, and probably won't for a good long time. it's only 4am; it's an early night.
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060206
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nom
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because i am
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060207
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Ouroboros
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avoiding the loneliness
(that and a late-night capp imbibed for late-night studying)
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060209
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the end
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because i have to pee.
because at the pause between songs, i just hear you slurring your words together.
hang the phone up, and put the beer down.
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060210
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caresscoffee
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because i can't sleep
becuase i can't think of a reason to sleep
because i can't stop thinking about him
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060210
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pSyche
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because I am addicted to the internet
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060210
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Ouroboros
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too much to do
too much to avoid doing
too much unresolved,
misunderstood, lost
stuck
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060222
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unhinged
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cause pain led me to napping all afternoon
damn_uterus
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190316
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Soma
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Because I realized today I can't be honest with you.
I'm sorry. I'm making mistakes. I'm choosing bad decisions. I wish I could just close my eyes and make it right and give us both back ten years.
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190316
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ergo hum
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Cause I don't want the day
my life
to end
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