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a_​message_​without_​adornment
a_​spirit_​rather_​than_​a_​soul
a_​theory_​on_​the_​double_​standard
abortuary
about_​this_​thing_​update
absence_​makes_​the_​heart_​grow_​fonder
adam
addiction_​and_​recovery
adversity_​builds_​character
aestheticocritique12
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affame_​le_​geant_​spit_​on_​the_​earth
affame_​le_​geant_​up_​and_​down
affame_​le_​geant_​what_​you_​don't_​see
afraid_​to_​sleep
alcohol
all_​these_​wasted_​years
almost_​famous_​soundtrack
almost_​porcelain
alone
always_​forever_​definitively
americas_​asses_​are_​getting_​bigger
an_​apology_​to_​my_​unborn_​wonder
an_​outlaw_​reborn
an_​outsider's_​look_​on_​blather
and_​she_​said
android
andru235's_​journal_​of_​his_​month_​of_​megalomania
andru235's_​journal_​of_​his_​month_​of_​megalomenia
anessayiamwriting
anger
angry
ani_​difranco
anna_​begins
anonymous_​young_​girl
anorexia
answer_​for_​astrology_​skeptics
anti_​war_​protests
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ask_​megan
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ask_​safeway
ask_​use24
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attack_​on_​america
back_​and_​forth_​and_​on_​and_​on
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bad_​writing
banter
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be_​my_​chocolate_​milk
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becky_​you_​are_​my_​everything
being_​perfectly_​honest
believer
best_​friend
best_​interest
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birth
blather_​argument
blather_​is_​back
blatherskites_​i_​miss
blurring_​the_​edges_​47_​vegas_​baby
body_​issues
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boys_​men_​and_​males
brain
breaking
brings_​me_​happiness
broken
brother
brutal_​honesty
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builds_​character
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can_​i_​tell_​you_​something
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caring
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censorship
change_​is_​not_​a_​constant
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chapter28
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chemical_​happiness
chitty_​chitty_​bang_​bang
choppy_​waters
cigarette
circle_​and_​cross
cisco_​wheeler
claire
clod
coffee_​brewing_​methods
coffee_​news
coffee_​vs_​white_​teeth
colin_​powell
collectionofaphorisms111
colleen
collide_​if_​you_​wish_​but_​there_​is_​no_​escape
colliding_​symphonies
community
complex_​trauma
conceive
concerned_​carnivore
consciousness
conspiracy_​theory
corey
corporal_​punishment
corrosion
cows_​in_​art_​class
crisis_​and_​observation
crossing_​my_​fingers
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cunnilingus
cure_​for_​all_​diseases
curiosity_​was_​far_​greater_​than_​our_​fear
curvature
cut
cynical
daf_​the_​sap_​recaps
dafremen_​fan_​club
daft_​punk
damn_​me
dannyh_​is_​50
dark_​angel
dark_​energy
darkness
day_​into_​night_​into_​day
daylight_​savings
days_​before_​my_​graduation
dead
death
decision
decisions
descendents
desensitized
desire
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did_​you_​know
did_​you_​know_​i_​miss_​you
different
digital
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disney_​is_​evil
disney_​is_​evil_​part3part3part3part3part3part3part3
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dont_​bother_​reading_​it
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downward_​spiral
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drip
driver's_​seat
drop_​it_​into_​the_​wishing_​well
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duke_​of_​prunes
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fat
fat_​people_​are_​a_​waste
father
fear
feminism
filter
filtered_​blather
fingertips
fleeting_​moment_​of_​peace
fluid
for_​first_​time_​'most_​say_​iraq_​war_​was_​a_​mistake'
for_​the_​process'_​sake
forever
fox_​totem
frame_​of_​mind
frederick_​douglass
free
free_​white_​house_​operation
friend
friends
friendship
from_​here_​to_​there
fruity_​vodka_​drinks
fuck
fuck_​this_​noise
fucking_​gov't
funny_​how_​things_​echo
fuzzy_​logic_​and_​the_​law
get_​meaningful
get_​more_​sleep
get_​the_​fuck_​away_​from_​me
ghostbusters
gingko
girlfriend
girls_​who_​dont_​cry
giving_​thanks
global_​warming
globalization
god_​and_​man
good_​king_​wenceslas
googlism
gr
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grow
grumble_​sob_​grrrr_​wail
guest
guns
hanging_​on_​for_​dear_​life
happy_​solstice_​skites
hate
hateful_​fetish
he's_​no_​john_​hanover_​but_​he'll_​do
healing_​dreams
healthy_​destruction
heart
heartbreak
heavy_​rests_​the_​head
held
hello_​again
hemp_​facts
heretic_​in_​the_​church_​of_​the_​risen_​metal
hero's_​journey
heterosexuality
hideous
hollow_​wounds
holy_​mother_​of_​god
honor
how_​big_​is_​blather
how_​dare_​you_​look_​at_​me_​that_​way
how_​do_​you_​feel
how_​does_​it_​feel
how_​i_​am_​who_​i_​am
how_​to_​take_​over_​a_​cell_​phone
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hypocrisy
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i'm_​moving_​on
i'm_​sick_​of_​being_​made_​the_​bad_​guy
i_​am_​done_​with_​the_​past
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i_​hate_​february
i_​just_​need_​to_​say_​this
i_​just_​thought_​you_​i_​should_​let_​you_​know
i_​l0ve_​the_​darkness_​0f_​my_​being
i_​long_​for
i_​love_​you
i_​miss_​god
i_​remember
i_​thought_​about_​control
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i_​want_​to_​be_​liked_​and_​respected
i_​was_​mistaken
i_​woke_​up_​this_​morning
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if_​i_​had_​balls
if_​i_​were_​an_​evil_​emperor
if_​you_​leave_​me
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imaginary_​friend
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impossible
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in_​separate_​beds
in_​the_​wee_​hours_​of_​the_​night_​kindergartners_​souls
in_​this_​room
infatuation
information
innerviews_​lu_​cid
innerviews_​unhinged_​duality
innocent_​gaze
internal_​validity
into_​the_​silence
involved
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it_​was_​worth_​the_​fall
its_​been_​5_​months
ivan_​and_​jeanne
jamie_​i_​love_​you
jawbreaker
jezebel_​unmasked
johnny_​loses_​it
junkie
kerry_​and_​edwards_​versus_​bush_​and_​cheney
kevin_​russell
khai
killing
kiss
kx21_​a_​final_​question
lasch
lassie
late_​breaking_​news
lemon_​sodas_​cerement
lesbian
letter_​to_​you
letting_​go
liar
life
lilith
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lonely
longing
love
love_​anyway
love_​letter
love_​of_​my_​life
lua
lucky
lupine_​territory
lyrics
machine_​in_​our_​heads
mad_​world
made_​bed
magicforest_​survival
makeshift_​patriot
male
manics
maple_​syrup
marihuana
marmaduke_​the_​early_​years
marox_​pass_​suddenly
marquez
masochist
masquerade
maturity
maybe_​it'll_​all_​be_​ok
medicated
melancholy_​and_​the_​infinite_​sadness
metaphor
milwaukee
mind_​fuck
mindless_​stupid_​people
minecraft
monogamy
monte_​carlo
movements
muslims
my_​favorite_​blatherers
my_​first_​blathe
my_​heart_​is_​not_​that_​strong
my_​heart_​will_​go_​on
my_​love
my_​mom
my_​pain
my_​self
my_​story
mystery
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national_​idea_​card
necessity
need_​love
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new_​gold
nice_​guys_​do_​finish_​last
nice_​guys_​finish_​laaast
nick
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nightingale
nin_​the_​downward_​spiral_​dissertation
no_​giving_​up
no_​regrets
noble
nobody_​lets_​go_​when_​they_​should
non_​violence
nostalgia
note_​to_​two_​daughters
nothing
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ongoingmadness
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optimist
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ossify
our_​little_​game_​of_​jealousy
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poem
poetry_​is_​dangerous
poker_​story
politics
pot_​pie
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punk
putting_​it_​in_​its_​place
quadrophenia
quake2
quantum_​entanglement
quiet_​realizations
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rampaging_​wenchbeast
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razorblades
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revelation
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romance_​is_​dead
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runner
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scar_​tissue
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schizophrenia
science_​vs_​attraction
scrubs
secrets
section_​43
self_​definition
self_​destruction
self_​mutilation
sensorium
september
sex
sex_​roles
share_​my_​torture
she_​is_​love
shipbreaking
shostakovich
shrooms_​versus_​lsd
silence
silence_​before_​a_​depression
single_​handedly_​ruining_​blather
singtogether
skinny
slipshod_​masquerade
softgreyblanket
some_​kind_​of_​journey
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someone_​is_​here
someone_​please_​listen_​to_​me
songs_​that_​make_​your_​stomach_​ache
soothing_​searing
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sorry_​i_​had_​to_​give_​up_​and_​get_​the_​fuck_​out
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spider_​vs_​pincherbug
stain
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stand
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stoic
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stream_​of_​consciousness
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summer_​joy_​phoenix
superman
survival_​of_​the_​shittest
sweet_​little_​asian_​girl
system_​of_​a_​down
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tears
tell_​blather_​about_​the_​person_​that_​you_​love
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the_​'vote_​for_​change'_​tour
the_​ache_​of_​longing
the_​art_​of_​suffering
the_​breath_​of_​a_​charming_​angel
the_​buckshot_​method
the_​chase
the_​creed_​of_​the_​newly_​reborn
the_​day_​i_​smoked_​a_​pack_​of_​cigarettes
the_​great_​internet_​mersenne_​prime_​search
the_​life_​of_​language
the_​mindset_​game
the_​murder_​of_​robbie_​wayne_​age_​six
the_​nightmare
the_​noise_​makes_​me_​lonely
the_​other_​side_​of_​darkness
the_​power_​of_​creativity
the_​power_​of_​your_​smile
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the_​white_​heath_​incident
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