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nick
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I have to decide.
For real this time.
I have to decide where I'm going and start down the path.
I'm so ready to go to the next level.
It takes most of my focus to keep myself from charging ahead without looking.
I forgot why I was sure.
A little voice inside me says I can't be trusted because I used to be sure and now I'm not sure of anything, or more to the point, either thing.
today I am sure :
I won't lose my best friend
everyone involved in this is emotionally involved
My choice will hurt someone badly
If I just did what I wanted things would have been a lot different by now
I want and I don't know if I should...
so I haven't...
no matter what I want, no one should wait.
but oh how I want.
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LilyDragon
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I am in uncharted territory.
Taking each day for what it is.
And trusting how I feel
in an entirely new way.
There is no rush.
There is plenty of time.
And it may hurt less than you fear.
I found some peace within myself
and now, of course,
I wonder why it took so long
and seemed so difficult.
I don't think
I'll be this content forever.
But I can hope.
Right?
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Syrope
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"And it may hurt less than you fear.
I found some peace within myself
and now, of course,
I wonder why it took so long
and seemed so difficult."
maybe i'm not so alone after all
once again, finding comfort in strangers, but at least i'm finding comfort
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skinny
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i sit where i am, and the universe loves me, and i cant think of any reason to be anything at all
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witchesrequiem
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Looking at options and trying to figure out which ones are really not options b/c they are to far out of my grasp even if I slide. Then the ones that I can reach making a decision. Or deciding if I don't want to chose at all. But then I guess stagnation would be an option to.
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pete
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I am standing on this island of sanity amid the raging world around me. With out a job (yet again). With out a place to live come August. With out a firm goal for the future past living and being alive. My life is threatening to be swept away by the currents. I need something firm to hold on to where I am.
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djstar
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baby steps
growing up
getting out
holding up the fort
while i let her break me down
i hate the look my friends give me
they know i'm stronger than this
but where i am
is better than where i was
with her.
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skalix
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I once asked myself many of that question, however i am slightly confused as to what i should be doing, so i have no idea what so ever! and i mean it!! i am so serious! i think that i should use my super powers and blow up a cheese factory in the middle of the ... nevermind i think i'll just let myself out.
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doesitmatter
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on the path you saw
long before i did
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LilyDragon
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where I'm at
in terms of those others
is saying good riddance
and good bye
and I miss you
and hello
and I'm still so mad
but I love you so
and I want you forever
but I still don't understand sometimes
I can't make any promises
but I try every single day
And, yeah, I'm angry
and sometimes at you
but not often
because I understand the contrast
and I appreciate your
beauty
and
gentleness
and
kindness
I want you to understand
so you perhaps won't run away
It's difficult
but I try
dear Husband
love always
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witchesrequiem
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Doseitmatter...as the drunk that can't spel Welcome to blather.... dude...Some shit you can fix so fuck it. however, some things u don't really know the out come untill u try..
What do we lose for going on a limb...?
Blood to our cheeks if we are wrong! Fuck it, life is to short.
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040624
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witchesrequiem
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Damn I REALLY AM TRASHED...That's can't fix.... whatever I NEED ANOTHER DRINK.
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Borealis
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I see a black sea
and a million tiny eyes looking up through the cloudy water
my home is an ice floe
and we are travelling south of north
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Out to lunch
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stuck in a trap with nowhere left to go
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peyton
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I am in a fairly lonely place,
but I think I've passed the bottom.
I am happy as I can be. But I'm still scared, wretched, and rusted metal inside.
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