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no_giving_up
Deomis not yet.
don't throw your dreams away.
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love & hate there is no giving up on my katie, ever...
my heart constantly screams this at my during the battles that it has with my mind. Which one will win, no one nows, but if my heart wins, i will have lost my mind, and if my mind wins, i will have lost my heart. Bit of a loose loose situation really. But i will not give up on her...
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sahba hmmm
i wonder
these words can either lead to ultimate glory, happiness, success, fulfillment or whatever it is to you or it can lead to an ultimate realization of you mistakes to be continued with prolonged misery
this is where faith and belief steps in
and of course there's morality so morality decides your beliefs which are powered by faith and hence we come to these words "no giving up" . some thing like a dialogue "son your either extremely smart or dangerously stupid"
make your minds up people
and maybe my questioning of these words itself shows how weak my will is
but that no one will ever know
well maybe sometime in the future
its like a hidden monster in a child
waiting for the right set of coincidences waiting in a dark corner waiting to just grab time by its throat and fuck you up
but these things only make you stronger
that is if you can see the "light" inside of you and use it and not trip off something minute and fall down the gorge never to be heard of again
that was a little imaginative but anyway
today i saw
my ever strong friends getting into a fight it seems the more you fight the more uncertain you become somehow the release of all that energy just leaves you in question of what your really made up of is it just that or do you have more in you. so this is how the cycle is
uncertainty fueled by ego
so beware it leaves scars that never heal only hurt
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unhinged give_in_give_up 050304
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psa It is all far simpler:
Fate embraces as lover
only those who believe
without doubt
without fears
without guilt...

Surrender yourself
to the god or goddess of your choice

( I am an agnostic
I keep mine in high rotation*
and cover my arse for the afterlife)

Surrender yourself to Fate
and never doubt
never fear
Your life is for Fate to do as she pleases
and in return
no matter what
it will be for the best
and in return
no matter what
you will conquer the test

Or don't.
Worth a try though.
Works well for me.

* I must admit having a soft spot for Bast Artemis, although were are not on speaking terms at the moment.
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