|
| |
what_i_want_from_you
|
|
|
AntiJester
|
I want you to let me take you out to dinner on Saterday, then go and see Habib with me.
I want you to spend the night with me, ill make sure my roommate is gone.
I want you to stay with me platonically, if thats what you want.
I want you to stay clothed if you do not feel comfortable with me.
I want you to keep your arms and legs in-between us if you do not want them to be intertwined with mine.
I want us to bring your green blanket. I want to be under it if youd like me to be under it with you.
I want us to stay up late and see the sun rise and maybe the snow fall *hopes*.
I want us to talk about everything since weve talked last, since weve talked for hours. I want to know everything about jeremy and jonathan.
I want us to talk about this new boy I think you are falling in love with.
I want us to talk like we did the week before school, but from inches apart instead of hundreds of miles away.
I want to take pleasure in your happyness and sorrow in your misforture coming from you instead of the glimpses ive picked up from written words and the bits and pieces I can get from mutual friends.
I want you to take what I write either here or in letters as my true feeling or even misguided affection; anything but pathetic ramblings.
I want us to talk about what we were and what we are, and I want to ask you questions, but I do not want to be forceful or overly emotional. And if I do become either, I want you to tell me I am so I can calm down.
I want to be able to talk to you.
|
040204
|
| |
... |
|
|
serene_being
|
I know you love me. I know you love me a lot. But, I to make you laugh like she does. This is what I want from you.
|
040204
|
| |
... |
|
|
hyena
|
show me something new.
|
040204
|
| |
... |
|
|
blueJessi
|
what I want from you? I want you to save me. I want you to dig me out of this hole I'm in. I want you to say it's okay that I made all those mistakes and dated all those guys. I want you to say that it's okay that I left you behind. I want you to promise me it will be okay. And then come see me and hug me and hold me as long as you can. We don't even have to talk. I want the person I was with you back. I want the real me back. So come drag me out.
|
070613
|
| |
... |
|
|
W.C.
|
Being a patient man tires me.
How can I drag you back from here?
If you really meant it, we need to talk. It would not be safe for me to just show up.
|
070828
|
| |
... |
|
|
unhinged
|
i want you to try to understand my feelings. how are we supposed to even be friends if my feelings don't matter?
i know i can be overly sensitive, emotional, irrational but how was i supposed to react to you bringing your ex the bar i was hanging out with my friends at ALL THE WAY ON THE OTHER SIDE OF TOWN? there are literally hundreds of bars between where we live and where i was last night so do not pull any bullshit about how it was a coincidence. you knew where i was and you came there on purpose.
that broke my back.
not only did you follow me but you brought her with you. the girl you threw in my face when you were fucked up on benzos every chance you got. she is obviously stronger than me, so why don't you just call her the next time? (oh yeah, that's right. you can't hustle the shit you get out of me from her; that's why SHE talks to YOU)
i can't. i am exhausted. i have a constant headache. i have insomnia. i just can't. where was she the day shit was really bad? where was she when you needed a place to crash? where was she?
last i checked the word 'friend' didn't mean taking without giving
|
100804
|
| |
... |
|
|
unhinged
|
i_want_my_life_back
|
100805
|
| |
... |
|
|
unhinged
|
.
(sorry honey; now whenever there is any lingering remenant of an ex in the picture i will more than likely make with the cut_and_run
at this point in my life i am tired of picking up the pieces)
|
140606
|
