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dondeestanlosjaguares
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tonite, has been the coldest nite, since last nite. And i know tomorrow nite will be much colder.
on nites like these, i wish i could forget who you are, and forget that love ever existed.
maybe that way i can ignore that giant hole in my heart that was left when you left.
this is just so pathetic, i thought i was stronger, but i guess im not.
tonite, the ground freezes and my hearts been that way since last winter.
no love has burned there in so long, but the fireplace remains with ashes.
its just dirty and useless, no wood to burn, no purpose to serve.
forget that i even knew how to love, because it wont happen again.
tonite, i'll lay down to go to sleep, but my eyes wont close and my mind won't quit.
those memories will haunt me until the day i die, but death won't come soon enough.
at least not in this world, because without you, life is living death.
but there was no funeral, nobody even knew that i died, or would have cared.
tonite, there is no way i am going to get through tonite.
i'll sit by the ocean that you love so much and cry.
but my tears are more salty than any ocean or sea.
and there are enough tears to drown the world, but not my pain.
[raw emotion, unedited]
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