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I wear earplugs at night because I know that when I have gone to bed, they talk about me. headphones during the day Their murmurs drive me insane Quiet when I've left loud, quick change of topic, when I return PARANOID kneeling in front of the door listening intently for what I'm afraid to hear Nobody on my side of the line To confirm and concur with my side We can't keep exchanging the same opinions Getting stronger all-the-while Wish I had someone; don't. The noise makes me lonely, Everybody hates me, Got what I deserved, Wish I could be disappeared |
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| Death of a |
ah...little dot. this is but a silence you are hearing, a moment that passes in the midst of a journey. travel with it, learn from it, never become it. . |
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do you know what's strange, papa doar? Reading that over, I sound like a young teenager; it isn't even my usual writing voice. I feel like a kid again, and not in the "carefree playful" way that was never mine anyway. |
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