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squint
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(fearing no one would listen to you)
I can be taken apart and divided into my mother, my father, ryan-as-if-he-deserved-a-name, and my brothers. The only peice of me that belongs to ME is what has resulted from all of t h e m.
and its nothing to be proud of.
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paranoidmartyr
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standing by my side, all bloody.
what you never understood is that i was made of knifes.
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magicforest
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and not listening to a word that I spoke until I just gave up and started to cry as I had wanted to for all of the months and days and hours compiled in which you tortured me for being who I am...you threw apart my room, ripped my posters from my walls, put red ink all over my bed so that when I woke up I thought I was dying (nice timing, considering who called the night before), you yelled at me in front of strangers, my friends, the rest of the family, you took away all that I had and my connections with the world, you pried the lock from the door, you robbed me of my dignity and my pride, but in the end I am stronger because whatever strong force inspired you to destroy- perhaps it was love- will inspire me to create. I will create things of beauty from what you have given me. I will create myself from the beginning. I will be new and I will be stronger than you will ever believe.
I_am_magic .
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smurfus rex
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you sure are, magicforest.
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Little Lost Riding Hood
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Lascerating my ears with your turbulent pain, sending me crashing to your floor.
Broken chords of voice that batter me slowly to death, bleeding me dry like a thousand knives.
Oh creeping tears that soak my soul, open the gates to past lament.
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