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I want to go home, I want to go back to before. When I was a child and I didn't have to think of the consequences, that's where I want to go.
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This pain is just too real.
I can feel it, slowly eating my sanity. I begin to wonder is evryone else was right, if I really have changed. I've been through a lot of bad shit, but I was stronger than they realized. I did not and will not go down without a fight. But then... I'm tired of the struggle. I'm tired of recieving blows that should have killed my heart. I'm tired of nursing myself back to health through self mutlilation, self loathing and a plethora of drugs.
I want you to hurt me, I want you to finally kill me. To be merciful and make this the last time I hurt for another. I don't want to watch another person absorb the love I give them just to turn around and spit it back like venom.
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After every heartbreak, every breakdown, it becomes harder for me to remain human. Harder than you will ever know because I will not tell you.
I want you to love me for the shattered tortured soul that you think I hide from you. Not because I tell you. Because you recognize it in my eyes. Because we share like pains.
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ravenous eyes
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I want to go home, I want to go back to before. When I was a child and I didn't have to think of the consequences, that's where I want to go.
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This pain is just too real.
I can feel it, slowly eating my sanity. I begin to wonder is evryone else was right, if I really have changed. I've been through a lot of bad shit, but I was stronger than they realized. I did not and will not go down without a fight. But then... I'm tired of the struggle. I'm tired of recieving blows that should have killed my heart. I'm tired of nursing myself back to health through self mutlilation, self loathing and a plethora of drugs.
I want you to hurt me, I want you to finally kill me. To be merciful and make this the last time I hurt for another. I don't want to watch another person absorb the love I give them just to turn around and spit it back like venom.
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After every heartbreak, every breakdown, it becomes harder for me to remain human. Harder than you will ever know because I will not tell you.
I want you to love me for the shattered tortured soul that you think I hide from you. Not because I tell you. Because you recognize it in my eyes. Because we share like pains.
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sorry.
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endless desire
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no please dont share it with me.
dont share_my_torture
my torture is for me
and when you make yourself a part of it
than im hurting more than just me.
i never want to hurt you.
i hate it when i do.
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three words
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marjorie share_my_torture i_missed_you
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