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fly on the wall C: video cam . PBR. two of us. six month later. roots thinned out. people are going their own way. shit's looking up. sometimes you gotta group out to group in.

J: what did we used to call this bed? the ship.. the pirate ship? the dream ship! kenny was the captain of the dream boat? or the dream ship.

C: alice.

J: she does the cutest thing ever...

C: she sleeps on the edge of the bed

J: the corner. oh my god, speaking of the devil, lookit, here she comes right now, she like stepped up onto me.
kitty! so, we are broadcasting live from jenni trxtr's bedroom, 4:20 am approximately on april 12th or something.

C: maybe it's the 13th.

J: something like that.

C: i can't believe the month's halfway done.

J: we're listening to koz - K-O-Z twenty-twelve. that's my buddy, he got me all inspired about some light project.

C: this dude aaron molested my belly all night long.

J: i'm putting together a choreographed piece for my work, the condor, with a hula hoop.

C: i like to eat red kidney beans. i haven't fingerpainted since 7th grade. lucky charms is the best cereal in existence, and ireland is the best country. the euro is stronger than the dollar. that's all i know about life.

J: hmmm so yes. pirate booty revolution originally had three members, one of whom's not here presently but is here in spirit, for sure. he's always here anyway…christian's...not here, but this is carina and me, jenni, and alice of course.

C: the next chapter for me: i'm opening a restaurant and an llc and from there jumping off into dozens of subsidiary businesses and then making a fortune and then donating it all back into worthy causes upon the world. should be a good time.

J: and i'm right there by you, pirate.

C: they need it and so do i.

i had an awesome dream once...my hand was writing in a spiral across the canvas of the universe, and it was god speaking, and the only part i remember was in crayola neon against a starscape..."enlightenment cannot be achieved on one's own, only through a collective consciousness" - so until we all think good thoughts about each other, and build one another up and not tear each other down, we'll never get anywhere. but once we do believe in everyone we meet, and not tear anyone down, this world will turn into light magic.

J: leave the bullshit behind.

C: adios, i'm gonna live in an orgasm.

J: wow, sounds good to me!
will you elaborate on that one, please?

C: well, yeah. once we all believe in a collective consciousness, build each other up, live everywhere positively , feel the good vibe, the world will feel like an orgasm. that will be your total life. and i do believe the only thing god, the greatest god, giveth to the human body (laugh all you want) was the orgasm. but when you o, in your face, and if your body, o o o o, you're feeling what god is. it's a reminder. so be cool, nigga.

J: someone got fired at my work the other night for saying that to someone.

C: they should, it's rude!
liveth the orgasm, i didn't mean it!
PS i'm a dyke, shit happens.

J: so she says.

C: i'm just saying, i wanna reach the collective orgasm.

J: mmm.
yeah but for me to even wanna get to that point, i need to go through a certain process..like trust, attraction, all sorts of things have to be aligned before i'm even willing to consider it

C: with god?

J: ..uh..

C: shouldn't all those be in place already without insecurity.. the cosmic orgasm..
let it run through you, like a river.

J: i like what i'm hearin'.
hmm... you know what? my goggles are getting a little steamy from this conversation

C: goodnight people. god bless.. i'm out of reeses.
or a faggot, you can't say that.

J: i don't think you're allowed to say that on...

C: i can! i eat clit for a livin'.
i'm a clam digger. we’re just the same. alright, god bless
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