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you're_not_supposed_to_be_beautiful
farmfish just be you. 020428
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Kate everyone has their own spark of divine fire. everyone has their own hint of beauty, though it is entirely possible to drown in certain people's radiance 020428
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unhinged in every single way
because losing you wouldn't be so hard
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so fucking lost this pain isnt supposed to be beautiful.
i wasnt supposed to fall in love with this pain again.

i was supposed to have moved on by now.
i remember that.
i remember that i was not supposed to be here anymore.

somewhere, something has gone wrong.
but tonight i cant even see the road
for the roaring in my head
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