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I hope my selfless act was convincing.
I should win an Oscar.
For not crying.
For not dying.
For my skill at lying.
For my skill at smiling.
Selfless, because I did it for you.
Kind, because I knew how hard it was for you.
Beneficient, because I know how guilty you feel.
And I didn't want that for you.
But I acted so well, I deceived myself.
Then it hits me, and I can no longer act, because I only want you back.
But too late, you've already soothed your guilt.
How funny, that what I once shunned I would now be grateful for-
Your pity.
Because it's a piece of you.
So I hope I was as convincing to you as I was to myself.
I hope yoiu are damn grateful, for me saving you the pain that you inflicted upon me-
Because I cared about you.
Because I worried about you.
Because I loved you.
So there.
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