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definition of interesting mood: plotting the finer details of what would be involved in getting a random stranger into a situation where he could be tied, beaten, raped, and either left unconscious in a cornfield or killed. and, of course, get away with it. i'm leaving town soon, but i don't think i could pull it off all by my lonesome, and anyone that i would bring into it is someone that i wouldn't want to see incarcerated.
i have a few ideas. i just don't know if i have the time. and a complete stranger just doesn't taste right for such a thing; knowing a little bit into the brain makes the empathy more delicious, but with non-strangers comes either the necessity for murder or consent.
i wonder if we could have gotten away with saying that he gave consent on tuesday; everyone at goth night knows what kind of creatures we are, and knows that he's played in my nest before... it wouldn't be beyond reason to say that he asked us to help fulfill a fantasy that he later regretted. but that would be legal tie-ups and lawyer's fees and would be another thing keeping us in town, and i'd rather not become a fugitive over something so simple. and if he turned up dead, people would know who he left with.
so damn difficult to destroy another human being for your own pleasures these days. i need to try it at least once, and right now, i have the perfect partner for it. it won't leave my head until i do.
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