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| sphinxradio |
i drive myself insane by thinking too much. scenario 1: X loves Y, but i love X, and Y is reveling in the power she's holding in her evil hands scenario 2: X loves me, but doesn't want to hurt Y by following through on what he really wants scenario 3: Z loves me. X loves me. i am a goddess. scenario 4: X hates me. Z doesn't know who i am. i am a loser. i love all of you. especially you. too much speculation makes the truth seem that much more unlikely, somehow. |
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| ClairE |
I'm too lazy to think about what could have happened. I just beat myself up over what I didn't do. Always what I didn't do. Never what I did. |
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| cube |
Navel gazing. Snap out of it! ... |
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| 8 | well i guess it's all true, but fuck. | 041024 |
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| andru235 |
so many declarations are merely a form of this (present declaration included?!?) "the speculation of independence" |
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| bcd |
wots your name? sorry??? ummmmm... come on, be a MAN |
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