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sab im still right here 061211
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.flowerock. past_meets_present

what_happened

to the

in_between

I remember one day, sitting across from a window with a melting_mind, I remembered your face and your voice, and I cried, and I felt alone and in hell, I was in hell, and then I thought of the fish in the pond outside and I forgot that where so many in there, I thought there was just one and I cried for how alone she was... but I was the fish, and a silly fish I was... when my body, mind, and soul were breaking and I thought I had no one, I had those memories, laughing in trees and crawling through bushes and fence holes, the way you looked into and not just at me, like I was really there.

no longer in hell, still kissing the ashes of these memories as if you were never there and I'd made you up... but hey, nice to have you back, more_or_less

I'll come_around and seek water soon enough. life is much kinder now.
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unhinged the wildfires in bc canada are blowing so much smoke into the seattle area you can see it just sitting in the air; the air quality is officially worse than china right now.

but climate change isn't real and doesn't affect peoples' health
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unhinged phoenix_girls 181220