blather
covered
yes? Darkness that blankets the vulnerable earth
Protecting the delicate soul deep below
Shielding the core from flesh scorching light
The pit of all evil lays boarded with steel
A hole in the blanket sheds light on a corner
Some small twitching creature feebly squirms
Awakening shrieks echo off rusted black walls
Whispers eventually escape out through the tear
Sharp darting eyes open themselves
Fixated on one single speck of white
Dark eyes release their empty color
Blank slivers of bone reach for the gap
Untamed nails poke a hole near the first
Light grows where none should be
Hope is found and bubbles to escape
Iron bars slam on soft fingers
Twice broken fingers once again
Nothing pleads to become something
020730
...
non in fat. iewww. 060513
...
Blue spreading across with something.

having a panorama than completely spreads atop one thing
060513
...
unhinged i gorge myself
food a safer comfort
i can give myself
my age and my hormones
don't take kindly to it
i blow up like a balloon
my knees start to ache
my rational mind knows
i should stop
my rational mind
has never won that battle

women working together
as the mouths move
the hands move
and i admitted my motivations
to a girl young enough to be my daughter
she told me once
i looked like her mother
who was murdered by a jealous man
when she was younger
i told her i was subconsciously
making myself fat
to make myself invisible
to the men who would prey on me
as this was not the first time
in my life i had been this round
disgusted at my reflection
but
there were more creeps creeping
when i was skinny
so
i came home alone at night
and stuffed my face
until i fell asleep
food my only protection

maybe none of it was true
but
it felt true
260615