blather
strange_was_home
unhinged youngstown


where the recession has been in full swing for 40 years
where no one thinks twice
when they pass someone on the street crying
where the tumbleweeds start rolling through downtown
at midnight on a friday night
where most of the people i loved
were into top tier drugs
and i personally dreamed of my oxy_blanket on a regular basis
how_to_disappear_completely

i'm not here
this isn't happening

denial
anger
drugs
the only thing that got us through
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unhinged photographic_memory


still, to this day, ivet is the best musical cure for my anger
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