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a chaotic gift to idealism	and to they.... they are who i envy. they have letters from you to them. they experienced you. they are more deserving of you. they stole a heart from you. they tore you apart. they made you feel loved. they made you feel complete. they were loved by you. they are loved by you. they will be loved by you. they have the sweetest poems from you. they stood hand in hand with you. they made love to you. they.... you... I am not one of them. I never will be. Until my last breath, I will be me and never fall under the slandered existence that they became.	050623
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littledoseofperfection	and to they... they who have hurt me they who have made me bleed who have made me cower in fear and shame they who have made me nothing more than a whore they who took pieces of my heart only to build a sacrificial pyre on which to throw my lifeless soul they who made me distrust all they who deserve envy from none and to you... you who are my saviour, light, star, nova, the sun that warms me you who deserve nothing but love, adoration, affection, peace, contentment, perfection you who has taken me into your home, a wounded creature, and you who begins the process of piecing me me back together, of making me whole once more you whom i love, and will love until this world is no more my other my saviour my self	050707

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