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Just to have her near is something I cannot bear, yet I willingly throw my pride away whenever she comes near.
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if he had been willing to throw away his pride..or even set it to the side
I would still be next to him.
but it seems in the end, that some things are so entrenched in old habits, and ways of walking their respective paths, that they will do anything, and lose anything to remain in their homely rut. those same things hold on so long, that they become incapable of change.
I really shouldn't talk. I'm equally bad
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the meditation as overwhelming. i meant to get up after it was over, instead almost two hours later i realized that the sun was gone and that i could get up. the music took me away. from svefn-g-enlar through popplaid i was lost, my thoughts wandered too far from my body. my essence was absorbed back into the world pool. i feel so alive. good morning the night is calling to me. i have turned more music on. odin's raven magic. the chants and hymns empower my still distant mind. words flow again, and all blocks are removed (slowly being replaced). i cannot articulate my self as well as before, too much is flooding through my emotional receptors. i am mellow, my essence is still absorbed by this world. i am alive, and i am reaching out with an open mind and a open heart for a kindred spirit..
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