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ph there is no last_dance, but there is an awful lot of going_under, in every way imaginable, to avoid the prematurish and immaturish dancing repetition scenario.
it seems i'm beginning the no-where-near last dance of either Being in Demand or Not Being in Demand at my new job. this is pretty appropriate as i expect, i don't know why i'm thinking of a number here, 15 lives wherein i hammer out numerous integrity issues, with, purpose and meaning or whatever. and way, way, way slower. but not for now.... now is for a lot of sitcomish b.s., which doesn't strike me as very integrity-ous, so i should take the cue to slow down
w h e n e v e r p o s s i b l e.
and that can be hard to do when i feel like i'm perpetually perceived to be the loser, when that's just because it's impossible. anyway. whatever!
i'm not from chicago, really, only just outside it. two towns over they consider themselves to be outside of rockford. outside elgin is truly the most accurate, but i wouldn't try to get a fix on what elgin is all about. i figure that i'd have to visit the new Acropolis Museum in Athens to get to the most bottom level of it.
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