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notme i do or what if i don't


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mon i do or don't
have a good night
it'll have me so what
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syrope part of me hopes this is...a i'm-sick pity party...that the nagging in my brain will subside when the rawness in my throat heals.

part of me hopes it'll pass once my uterus stops spewing bloody chunks, that my ovaries are so swollen and miserable that they don't want anyone else to be happy, either.

the rest of me just wants me to make up my mind.
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