subconsciously_self_destructive
secret4185
Woke
up
a
dew
days
ago
clawing
my
own
face
with
my
nails
....
does
anyone
else
have
instances
like
this
?
Or
am
I
the
only
psycho
who
should
be
afraid
of
her
hands
and
sleep
with
mittens
on
?
040109
...
mon
i
was
biting
my
tongue
in
my
sleep
the
other
morning
i
became
aware
of
it
in
my
dream
040109
...
u24
I
used
to
wake
up
with
blood
all
round
my
mouth
,
but
that
was
probably
just
bad
teeth
.
040110
...
mon
vitamin
c
040110
...
x
scurvy
!
040110
...
Mr. Pirate Man
ARGGHHH MATEY'S, HOIST
THE
BARNACLES!
040110
...
secret4185
Thanks
for
that
enlightening
thought
, Mr.
Pirate
Man
040627
...
already dead with a mark
I'll
destroy
myself
if
...
if
I
can't
have
you
can't
have
my
way
nobody
hears
me
040628
...
death
a
number
on
my
grave
040713
...
Syrope
the
ghosts
here
make
me
afraid
to
surrender
to
my
subconscious
while
i
sleep
then
i
just
get
tired
then
i
get
depressed
and
then
the
self
-destruction
isn't
so
subconscious
any
more
040713
...
sab
not
very
subconsiously
so
its
always
there
ust
sometimes
i
get
distracted
is
feeling
a
little
morbid
tonight
040730
...
unhinged
there's
really
nothing
subcoscious
about
it
050701
...
jane
i
drank
myself
into
a
frenzy
last_night
.
can't
remember
what
happened
between
that
last
drink
&
the
moment
i
decided
to
drive
home
at
5
:30
am
with
one
eye
closed
to
cease
the
double
vision
.
no
one
was
sure
if
i
made
it
.
050701
...
uh...
So
you
drove
home
after
being
pissed
drunk
.
That's
real
smart
.
and
safe
.
050701
...
critic
way
to
state
the
obvious
,
moron
.
050702