listening_to_a_dead_singer
j_blue
how
do
i
feel
?
i
wonder
how
he
died
i
love
the
guitars
y
can't
i
be
dead
?
instead
i
have
to
wonder
how
to
pay
rent
i
have
to
live
with
him
y
did
he
do
it
?
how
?
i
live
with
a
child
,
who
calls
me
baby
treats
me
like
the
child
is
his
name
husband
or
is
his
name
everyman
this
society
is
my
husband
my
husband
is
this
society
i
wonder
where
my
docility
came
from
no
i
don't
how
irritating
i
wish
there
were
an
analgesic
for
life
010926
...
unhinged
everytime
i
listen
to
jeff_buckley
part
of
me
always
wonders
why
he
had
to
go
for
that
swim
that
day
.
sketches
for
my
sweetheart
the
drunk
could
have
been
a
great
fucking
album
and
i
don't
even
want
to
think
about
all
the
stuff
that
would
have
come
after
that
.
010927
...
birdmad
joy_division
010927
...
carne de metal
most
of
the
time
020206
...
carne de metal
most
of
the
time
020206
...
god
all
my
spare
time
is
devoted
to
it
030623
...
amy
since
i
must
have
been
an
alchemicist
in
a
previous
life
,
let
me
say
that
obsessive
tendencies
in
general
can
be
sublimated
.
or
distilled.
or
made
into
a
tincture (?)
but
in
the
end
,
i
don't
know
.
you
tell
me
!
030623
...
potato
potato
030624
