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Death of a Rose It might make a small errant line,
It could continue that curved sketch.

but you are drawn to love,
So let love draw you.

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h|s|g ima find what i wrote on this on face_book

one_moment_please
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I was here in a dream only an hour ago. It took all the courage in me to step into the Sun. In this dream I felt like I read an enormous book. There were people there helping me to become unafraid. There was teaching on how to focus our thoughts to become nonreactive, unafraid. Fast was described as fear and Slow as love. I met Love. She was sketching in a notebook a cartoonish face with familiar eyes. They were happy; it made me laugh. Then I saw she was showing how she was making me. A smile on her face because she saw I understood.
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My attraction to her left me embarrassed for no othereason than recognizing a love beyond what I knew, beyond what I thought I deserved. And her laugh, she had us both laugh at the idea that I didn't deserve love. Could you imagine that?! A...... cartoon thinking it didn't deserve to be drawn? It would make an artist cry. All it was was information. It was truth. There was no invention or solution. It always WAS. And I began to see it, an evolution of what I knew as love. A confirmation, again that only pain and fear die and thathose aren't my real face.
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"fac hsg"

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h|s|g ^^^
http://boards.4chan.org/p/
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unhinged or sometimes lack thereof

i used to have a very strong pull to wounded underdog types
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Doar Did you read the captions?

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