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yummychuckle ~~~jesus. try to explain this to someone who speaks mainly spanish and wants to play his girlfriend.~~

(i am hobo)
hobo says:
hello
hobo says:
its zoe
hobo says:

NIMAI says:
hi mi love
NIMAI says:

hobo says:
hellllloooo
hobo says:
whats up
NIMAI says:
not much
NIMAI says:
thinking abuot you
hobo says:
aw
NIMAI says:
are you at home
NIMAI says:
?
hobo says:
yes
NIMAI says:
cool
NIMAI says:
are you gonna stay
hobo says:
i think so
NIMAI says:
good
NIMAI says:
were was you before
hobo says:
i dont like it, but it is a lot less emotionally painful than running aroundd
NIMAI says:
i know
NIMAI says:

hobo says:
lets see...donnas, shoshANNAs, my aunts, eves, whitneys, camping, donnas, etc
hobo says:
oh and matts
NIMAI says:
so you hate me ?
hobo says:
i never *hated* you
hobo says:
i was just angry at u
NIMAI says:
and now ?
hobo says:
now I am ok with you

NIMAI says:
i want to see you
NIMAI says:
some day
hobo says:
yea
NIMAI says:
do you want to
hobo says:
yeah
NIMAI says:
why
hobo says:
why do i want to see you?
hobo says:
because You are interesting and fun to hang out with.
hobo says:
why do you want to see me?
NIMAI says:
because i still feel the same about you
hobo says:
how is that?
hobo says:
(how do u feel about me?)
NIMAI says:
........
NIMAI says:
HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT ME)
NIMAI says:
???????????????????
hobo says:
you answer first!
NIMAI says:
NO YOU FIRST

hobo says:
i asked you first so you have to answer first!!!
hobo says:

NIMAI says:
I love U
hobo says:
hm ok
hobo says:
u were/are one of my best friends
NIMAI says:
SO THATS ALL
hobo says:
? i am not in love with you, i have only been in love once.
NIMAI says:
COOL
NIMAI says:
BUT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME B-FORE
hobo says:
yes but not in that way
hobo says:
i mean i love things about you, i love being around you...i emant it in a friendly way and I explained that to you before.
NIMAI says:
DONT YOU FEEL SOME THING SPECIAL
hobo says:
its just that you arent one of the very very few guys i will fall completely and utterly in love with
hobo says:
but i care about you a lot.
NIMAI says:
SOME DAY YOU PROBABLY YOU GONNA FEEL SOME THING MORE FOR ME
hobo says:
and I can't let it be anything more, or let there be another form of attraction to you besides a friendly one because you have a girlfriend
hobo says:
so i can only be your friend
hobo says:
and even then, it has to be a secret because of your girlfriend and this whole mess
NIMAI says:
IM NOT MEAN NOW
hobo says:
whatever
NIMAI says:
YOU SUCH WANNA PLAY WIHT ME AGAIN
hobo says:
no i dont!!!!
hobo says:
dont talk to me, then.
NIMAI says:
YOU HAVE BEFORE
hobo says:
played with u?
hobo says:
no
NIMAI says:
YOU KNOW YOU ARE SUPER SPECIAL TO ME
hobo says:
but I am not!!!! you need to really think about this, i dont have that much importance. there is no matter that our relationship is based on, its just wisps of nothingness...
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Kate I would create an elixir that would let everyone remember every vivid detail of their happiest moments so that they could relive them at pleasure, if I could.

I would give every hungry child a loaf of bread and some steak and a chocalate ice cream cone if I could.

I would paint every forest with blossoming pink apple trees if I could. I love the smell of the trees when we run in the Estates.

I would knit you endless scarves and do anything to make you feel special and loved if I could, but I don't think that you would want me. I wish that I could give you everything you wanted.

I would pray for each and every one to see the beauty in the world and the life and gift eternal, and I can.
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