would_i_take_you_back
hsg
i_don't_know
We're
even
more
different
now
i_bet it_would_be_something
I
can't
say
it's
hope
.
It's
not
really
that
.
But
remembher
that
dream
?
It's
the
kinda
thing
one
would
tuck
away
somewhere
...
like
it's
too
odd
to
let
come
to
the
forefront
of
one's
mind
but
too
familiar
to
deny
.
We
were
in
a
motel
and
I
h
a
d
ream
that
you
said
we
were
going
to
go
on
separate
ways
.
I
didn't
underst
and
again
you
said
two
years
or
so
it
would
take
to
get
back
together
.
In
the
dream
it
was
so
weird
.
I
almost
wanted
to
be
sad
but
I
saw
that
it
wasn't
a
personal
thing
.
I
saw
you
loved
me
.
Then
a
year
later
the
most
bizarre
unimaginable
circumstances
arrived
out_of_the_blue
Yet
we're
still
apart
so
far
as
I
can
see
..
Certainly
there's
more
to
this
fairytale
then
I
have
seen
and
i_know_you_know
more
than
me
.
But
why
did
I
have
that
bizarre
dream
?
I
woke_up
that
morning
and
told
you
about
it
.
not_enough_information
to_answer_this_question
And
why
is
it
that
there
was
not
a
single
promise
or
spoken
word
kept
?
Why
have
I
been
lied
to
and
strung
along
for
so
long
?
It
defies
math
.
Surely
even
by
that
many
promises
alone
some
of
the
things
had
to
have
come
to
fruition
even
by
accident
.
I
don't
buy
it
.
Nor
do
I
buy
that
it
was
all
your
doing
.
I
think
you
were
lied
to
..
You
were
way
too
manicured_gardened_groomed
to
see
past
professional_manipulation
Your
problem
is
two_fold
You're
smarter
than
the
liesold
to
you
for
so
long
and
you're
not
as
cold
and
objective
as
you
would
prefer
to
feel
unaffected.
i_c
a
light
in
you
as
I
saw
it
streaking
down
my
temple
when
we
first
made_love (
made_love_and_saw_light
)
I
believe
you
are
a
victim
of
trauma_based_mind_control
I
believe
the
truth
is
probably
so
stranger_than_fiction
that
it
cloaks
itself
in
it
making
a
thick
blanket
of
security
.
The
best
way
to
make
an
insane
story
not
found
out
is
to
make
it
so
ridiculous
that
no
one
would
ever
believe
it
.
What
concerns
me
is
that
I
read
tha
th
is
the
MO
of
extraordinarily
power
people
and
I
have
no
clue
what
their
agenda
is
.
But
I
didn't
approach
you
,
you
approached
me
.
I
lived
in
questionable
circumstances
for
a
year
that
appear
now
to
have
been
quite
calculated
. i_do_not_knowhy
but
that
is
how
they
appeared: calculated_intentional
and
a
lot
of
money
involved
. why_who_wtf
I
doubt
you
were
given
the
real
story
.
But
you
probably
believed
it
as_per
predictive_programming
I
doubt
the
people
handling
you
were
even
given
the
real
story
.
I
can
hardly
believe
it
.
of_course
th_is
all
speculation
.
I
have
no
evidence
nor
do
I
want
any
come_to_think_of_it
But
wha_t_he_ll
am
i
supposed
to
do
withishit?
I
can't
be
for
it
nor
against
it
. i_do_not_knowhat
it
is
so
I
cannot
in
good_wisdom pass_judgement
Guess
when_it_comes_down_to_it
i_believe_in_coffee_with_you
but
you'd
better
have
one
hellove
and
explanation
.
(-:-)
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...
hsg
*
powerful
110606
...
unhinged
not
this
time
i
know
it's
hard
for
you
to
believe
cause
every
other
time
i
was
tenaciously
clinging
but
i
can't
believe
the
myth
of
forgiveness
between
us
anymore
i
can't
believe
that
all
the
horrible
things
you've
said
and
done
to
me
were
because
you
thought
i
deserved
better
(
that
doesn't
make
ANY
fucking
sense
)
i
can
understand
why
you
still
call
why
you
don't
believe
that
i'm
walking_away
for
good
this
time
it's
not
a
question
of
would
i
it's
a
matter
of
i
just
can't
(
walking_away
from
you
might
just
have
been
the
hardest
damn
thing
i've
ever
done
)
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...
po or kid
I_hope_you_are_at_peace I_hope_you're_healthy
I_hope_I_one_day_understand_what_happened
happy_birthday
lib
be_free
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...
f
then
someone
will
need
to
know
what
you
are
doing
on
someone
else's
website
pretending
to
be
them
you'll
have
to
tell
people
that
you
don't
know
who
you
were
or
are
then
someone
else
will
try
to
work
it
out
for
you
.
you
don't
sell
Es
by
any
chance
do
you
?
why
is
your
nose
like
the
last
Emperor
of
China's?
did
you
get
born
with
that
nose
?
which
one
is
your
daddy
?
is
it
the
one
with
your
nose
or
the
one
with
a
long
beard
to
the
ground
?
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...
f
Walt
Disney
stole
my
Pokemon
.
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