blather
why_do_i_do_this_everyday
written across a rock well, i'll tell you one thing: i know why i *didn't* do it while i was *there* 020925
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sabbie becuase i have lots of words in my head
and often they fall out
at least some of them i try to catch
in this blatherbucket
020925
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blatherkid because someday
someone
somewhere
will say "i hear you"
and i can shut up
030606
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scuzz because the closed door tells me you know and want it, and that widening gap dispels my anxiety and I fall to pieces among your obliviousness. 030606
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god beats the fuck outta me. 041012
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mon uow cause once upon i didn't

and someday i won't
050329
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sugar because no one will listen

and everyone else does
050918
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" " they
they mean you
you
you listen
to them
all of them
they wonder
and never
never ask
never answer
you dont
dont need
need to
because its just
just always there.
050919