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Christ without the corss
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That lives inside of me? Why does he call out with such urgency? Why do i not answer him?
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pete
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he is the aggregate of all that makes you you and not me
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Christ without the cross
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There is a person inside of me beggng to be let out but I have been stubborn and held on to so many things for so long that he is unable to be free because of me. This person IS my true self and if there is any prupose in my life, any road i must go down, it is the actualization of this person. But who I am now is so different from who he is. i am so scared and timid and insecure. he is so confident, so passionate, so free and bold that I don't want him to cause conflict with people. I understand his reasons but many people might not understand. they may not appreciate his lack of concern for cultural norms. They may not get his free spirit that does not believe in any particular religion but rather the God of his heart. They may not like the way he speaks and the things he says and the things that interest him. His want for personal growth. his dislike of analyzing other people's situation. His obssession with truth.
They may ask:
"Who is this person?"
He may say:
" what_is_this_world , that lies and keep things hidden, that keeps secrets that hurt relationship, that is so obssessed with finding fault in others, in judging, in restricting, intolerance, conditionality, and hate."
They may not like that.They may not like his self centeredness his total and complete focus on himself: his faults, his mistakes, his lack of love, his dislike of focusing on those things in other people.
He may not entertain their idol gossip, their judgmental comments. He may not laugh at certain jokes or smile at certain moments. He may not be polite.
I'm afraid for him.
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the tarotskite
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What child is this? We all have our crosses to bear; and then there's "bear ye one another's burdens" but personally I do not see the relevence that bears have in all of this and in any rate you do not have a cross, but you do not seem to be cross either.
I don't know; who are you?
And who is this blue-eyed division equation hiding behind a shifting screen of letters, Matrix-like? all blue too, though not all sad? all trippily rippling down the page at the touch of a skittering mouse? Who is this person?
Oh. That one's me.
Okay.
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e_o_i
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Who is this person that spells relevance wrong?
Shocking.
Shocking and not very awesome.
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They call me truth
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You do not need to be afraid for him. he can take care of himself. Ido not think you are afraid for him but rather for yourself.
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Christ without the cross
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who are you epitome of incomprehensibility?
epitome
–noun 1. a person or thing that is typical of or possesses to a high degree the features of a whole class: He is the epitome of goodness.
incomprehensibility
–adjective 1. impossible to understand or comprehend; unintelligible.
2. Archaic. limitless; not limited or capable of being limited.
You do live up to your name.
I find you intriguing.
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Christ without the cross
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You are right. I am afraid for myself.
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A euphemism for E_o_I could be "Truth". Because in a perverse way, Truth itself *is* the Epitome_of_Incomprehensibility.
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Christ without the cross
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I think you are right. I totally agree.
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unhinged
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the one i had worked so hard at getting rid of
but it takes a lot of patience and persistence
what i gave away to be with you
i'm taking back what you don't want
and giving you what you deserve
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e_o_i
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Epitome of incomprehensibility=truth?
But I am finite, I am a discrete particle. I can be placed in certain categories. Homo sapiens, eighteen year old (right now), female, resident of Montreal, Quebec, Canada etc, with writerly pretensions...
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i am this person....
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no, i am this person.......
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no.............
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it's time
who is you ?
when, when you tell me.
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