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In_Bloom
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I recall words seen here in The Blue
Often
Meaning I think of them often and wish for a blather Search feature
"...I'm not a bad man. I would change everything I am when love walked through my door..."
Something like that. Important like that. Twisting something sharp inside me to think important. Focus and breathe.
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Doar
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hate to disappoint you, but those unimportant words are were mine before I let them loose to float down into the blue netherworld of blather.
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ergo
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...I'm not a bad man. I would change everything I am when I walk through love's
door....
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Doar
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it's as if I have viewed the end sunlight,
watched a sun die, within a drop of writing.
a law that meant you are not free to breathe,
changing within that full moon face.
life is never constant, watching our fears park beside the fence, covered with caution.
when_I_have drawn back to listen,
my dreams listen to scales of unknown measure.
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In_Bloom
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doar, I know they are your words and I'm sorry I did not recite them verbatim but at least know they are important and resonant.
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In_Bloom
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Tonight
Tonight it was me who parked beside a fence, swallowed a myriad of fears and dribbled a paltry few to who knows where...
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In_Bloom
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it's as if I have viewed the end sunlight,
watched a sun die, within a drop of writing.
a law that meant you are not free to breathe,
changing within that full moon face.
life is never constant, watching our fears park beside the fence, covered with caution.
when_I_have drawn back to listen,
my dreams listen to scales of unknown measure
*resonant*
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unhinged
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say to you; everytime i see you it comes back to me. i turn it over and over in my mind.
rehearsing_my_past
rehearsing_the_past
rehearsing_our_past
the point is i don't know how to communicate with you. i am afraid. afraid to hurt you. afraid you would be angry. so i avoid it altogether, which also hurts you and makes you angry. like most people, you lash out at me for hurting you which makes me even less able to talk to you.
vicious_cycle
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Doar
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a resting phrase,
it helps when I think upon the past when I was scared and scarred.
I've thought about everyone and my relationships to them, and I chose seclusion, so that they wouldn't be exposed my fingers.
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is never replaced in my dream(s).
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Doar
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a resting phrase,
it helps when I think upon the past when I was scared and scarred.
I've thought about everyone and my relationships to them, and I chose seclusion, so that they wouldn't be exposed my fingers.
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is never replaced in my dream(s).
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jane
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do if i could have a million wishes, no responsibilities, endless time on the plant...beauty, art and endless love. Try again to love the lost loves of my life.....not feel pain,do better with my children...make good decisions....not have been married more than once......or have a really good cupcake
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Doar
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talk to me, don't inhibit the sounds I hear from you,
it could be.....would be a tapestry of your sounds,
a storm lust unleashing,
and these ears are waiting.
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Doar
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I am learning to be unhurt.
especially from me and the skull that brought me here.
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Jurisprudence
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What I would give to believe, somebody please at least tell me the price or name the item or deed.
What I would give to become a healing rather than a hindrance, why do I fear that is something priceless and out of my reach?
What I would do to become the high, the desire, the solace of my love... name it.
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