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unable_to_stays_thoughts
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Liz
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today I hate you two... cuz it hurts...
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021031
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Liz
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your mum told me you were sleeping... and I was glad you were... I hate myself for not wanting to talk... in this case... with you..
and I cried, for a bit, just to try to wash it all away, but I never succeeded... not so far... one day, one day I might know the truth... but I'll never be sure... I guess..
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031215
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Liz
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weird how we forget about things... and then they'll come crashing into your face..
and I guess I just want to be away, anywhere, someplace, doesn't matter... but don't let it rain there, okay...?
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040208
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Liz
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good morning to another day... and I wish things would feel different..
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040208
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Liz aka unable_to_stay
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I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
but stay a while and maybe then you'll see
a different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
but soon enough you're gonna think of me
and how I used to be... me
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040209
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Liz
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I'm tired... and my wish is that things are gonna be okay... I don't wanna be rich or anything, I just wanna feel at home... and that the school will take me..
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040211
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Liz
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I'm not sure what to believe anymore.. I guess... this all is just a big lie.. and I wish I knew how to figure that out.. I have no proof... neither for or against my doubts.. I hate this feeling..
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040213
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Mr. Marked
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040214
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Lisa
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sometimes we live, sometimes not at all. and I'm waiting, I'll be waiting for my whole life to see things fall into place, or apart..
will you be there when it happens...?
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040421
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Kyle
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Nope. I'm just a doofus who wants your boobies.
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040421
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Lisa
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sometimes it takes a lot to ignore, but my whole life I learned, so... I guess I'm good at it..
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040429
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Lisa
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I might withdraw for a bit.. for how long I cannot say..
but right now I feel weird inside my own skin, and I'm of no help when I'm like this..
insecurity might lead to pain.. I cannot risk to cause him any..
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040720
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Lisa
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it's hard to be this way.. like, forcing you through it, knowing you might end up all broken and shattered to pieces.
if I knew the right way, I'd go down that path.
the only one who's allowed to get hurt in the end is me, but no one else..
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