| mum | ||
| blown cherry |
"She's not always as sick as you treat her you know!" Words I will never stab my dad with. |
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| broken cherry |
I had a conversaion with her tonight. A real, proper conversation with my mum. And for a few minutes I felt like I had my mum back. Add up the minutes and I might just have felt like that for, maybe, 3hours in the past 14years. I love her endlessly when she's like that, but when she's not I hate her. Or else it's pity, and I barely know which is worse. |
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| endless desire |
it is the only proper thing to call her. it is the only thing that has ever fit. every other word i have been angry with mom mother nina nan. they have all made me so angry, longing to leave. as i ((scrub)) mum--that is the only proper thing to call her. that is the only thing that has ever fit. |
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| Ester | ...Will She Ever Learn? | 040702 |
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| shower singer | will i? | 040702 |
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| Mikhos |
More than a mother. Much more than a mother can ever, ever be. |
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