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wonder i tried my best but i suppose, it's difficult to remember things if you get emotional, you kind of get confussed and dizzy, you have to be really strong to do that kind of care work, i realise that i am not strong enough.

Maybe its to do with thinking too much and/or being either too emotional too let it out or too logical to celebrate the things you discover from the universe.

Chaos, i don't really understand it but i would love to meet an intelligent person that can explain it to me. I can't read books very well because it is better to ask questions to the right people and then ask why.
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