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whitechocolatewalrus love doesn't exist. at least not in the sense that everyone thinks of it in. yes i love my family, yes i love my friends, yes i love material items. no, i do not believe there is only one person out there for me to love (my one true love), and no i do not believe that love for a person lasts forever (although i suppose it could happen). this is just my opinion. 031211
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TalviFatin I agree, white.
I have never been totally_in_love.
Never. And if I have...
It always fades for one reason or another.

I dont think its common anymore to love someone for the rest of your life...very rare thing. I am mostly usatisfied with everything, and tend to pick out the little things that bother me...Just like painting something awesome. Its spectacular for a few weeks, months maybe...then I see the flaws and they drive me mad.

Or...the painting starts beating me, stealing my phonebill to see who i'm calling, and forcing me to drop all my friends....
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pipedream i think most people don't know how to distinguish deep affection/like/lust and love...they feel something and bam! it must be love! which is why people don't believe in it any more, because we are giving it meaning it doesn't deserve. 031211
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pipedream which means that it deserves interpretation much more profound than 'i want you i need you'. 031211
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love & hate i have been totally in love, so much so that i would give me life for our love so pure, so innocent. Something i cannot bear to part with, something with Katie that lightened up my life in ways previously unimaginable. It was her all along, she was what i was searching for, she was what i needed, she is the one i am totally in love with. 040511
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once again I have never claimed perfection, never asked to be remembered when you made you list of lovers. I have never taken more then I was prepared to give. Purity is not something I can associate with myself, nor is constancy. And I would not claim them in your name. And yet I can with confidence, and just a touch of pride, an affectionate rebuttal to every wrong I've ever done, say that I love you.

And it is not the world. For there are still papers to write and deadlines to meet, there are still bills to pay, but it is feeling you, the way that you are, inside of me. Somehow an intrisic part of who I am, that brings me breathless to this conclusion.

There will be no grandoise sentiments, no to death do us part, and I may never be your sunshine. Yet, in spite of the harsh truths (or because of), in spite of the differences, and every failing minor and major that we can claim as our own... I love you totally.

without reserve... without reason really. Mostly though, I love you without remorse.

And if they asked me on my death bed, how I felt at that very moment, I know that I could say, with a touch of suprise, and a deep melancholy longing, that I am totally in love.
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girl_jane Yeah...I am. 040923
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magicforest and totally unrequited 040924
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unhinged i_am_so_in_love 040924
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question_mark its all subjective, and if you find something good, enjoy it without trying to fit it into some kind of contrived socially acceptable definition. Don't be cynical either... it's a sure killer. 041212
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Freak not quiet 041212
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whitechocolatewalrus i wish i could love
i wish i could let myself love
if only it were as easy as finding a seashell be the sea
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whitechocolatewalrus a seashell by the sea
a seashell in the sea
a seashell that is the sea
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lady_jane It feels good to think about how in love I was three years ago and how amazing it was.

It feels even better to think about how for the past three years I've only continued to fall even more in love...
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