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freakizh
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2nd greatest love of my life:
i apologize for any hug i promised, and i didn't.
also, i'm sorry of the times i wanted to kiss you and touch your tongue, even though you were only tried to be heard.
i'm ashamed of being unable to take my eyes off you, your girl-like body, phisically older than me, is a key to lust supported by exaggerated love.
you embarrassed me infront of my friends so many times, while they secretly laugh about my secret, they knew i would let you hurt me only to be able to see your smile once more.
i know i avoided you several times.. i was denying myself. its not easy to be declared dependant of someone's existence.
this year that i spent with you was one of the most unique experiences i ever had. i never thought that i could actually fall in love with a woman.
and what makes this whole issue a thing to be nostalgic at, is the fact that i'm not loosing you from my dairy life, but from my time and space.
wherever you are, these words that carved your name and mine are chain and ballast of memories.
goodbye..
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