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the_stalker_diaries
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stork daddy
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i will meet christina ricci again someday. and who knows...i might bump into her sometime when she'll really want to kiss me...that one opportune time where my chances are at their highest. maybe when she's taking out the trash. you see how i must remain ever vigilent.
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morphine.
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reminds me slightly of kierkegaard's 'diary of the seducer'.
ever read it, wolfie?
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stork daddy
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i'm afraid you're more well read than I transapparently. it reminds me of a conversation i had today. do you reccommend it though? i'll put it on the long list of books i haven't read but am aware of. i've heard a lot about kierkergaard. but i've yet to read any. just summaries about angst and christian love. oh and you know it excites me when you call me wolfie. keep that in mind.
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morphine.
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i highly recommend kierkegaard.
the christian aspect of him doesnt even bother me, and im an atheist.
heheh. what a wonder. well actually, its probably because he didnt write about it obnoxiously; he wrote about it interestingly.
anyway, check it out, wolfie. lots of insightful hoopla. lots and lots.
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stork daddy
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atheism is an interesting religion, but they've yet to have a real eloquent theologian.
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interesting...
consider this though,
a religious person
will believe,
despite his mortal persecutions,
s/he will gain entrance to
heaven or the like;
the atheist believes,
however,
s/he will simply cease to exist
so why bother?
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well...first of all...not all religions believe in the afterlife you described. secondly, where there is uncertainty, there must be belief. there is no such thing as neutral.
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you're right though. the atheist is far more likely to be troubled by mortal persecutions. for better or for worse.
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morphine.
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the uncertainty that you speak of, wolfie, would apply to agnosticism, not atheism.
daaaaaaaaah
oh and why dont we get back to your stalker diaries. please? i wanna hear more.
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okay...what i'm making a case for morphie...is that there can be no logical belief other than agnosticism....we are faced with uncertainty. atheism is one form of belief...buddhism another, hinduism another. only non-practicing agnostics can claim any sort of exemption from assumption.
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and of course there's more. we can backtrack to the beginning...my obsession's first glimmers in a grinding day to day existence, in a world of other people's happiness. contingent smiles were my only reality, and she was the brightest of them all. i remembered what a smile felt like...but she made me feel like a liar, with each variety of smile she had, more exact combinations than a single word could encompass, more faces than there were names for god.
or...we could skip straight to the end, the inevitable horror of her actual reaction. the loss forever of self consciousness, the dwelling in a state of a pure inflexible emotion. and any emotion that doesn't change, any love that's unconditional, is of course delusional...and i was no different.
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but you are right morphie, that agnosticism was the logical implication of my blurb. stop trying to trip up someone who's a few steps ahead though okay, because you're kicking at air. maybe you're my stalker.
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morphine.
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bahdahlammawammadingdong!:.:.:.....
i was just about to post that you made a good point, wolfie, and then i checked back for some ungodly (heh, heh) reason and you had already posted more.
i was gonna say, wolfie,
i fall corrected.
i mean stand.
and i thought that was gonna sound funny and cool. but now its just full of...well, its not full of anything anymore. not even shit.
but anyway, could it be possible that we both make valid points?
on with the diaries, dude. im likin them.
oh and you know it insanely excites me when you call me morphie.
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morphine.
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and yes, im kicking at air.
kicking_through_clouds, too. its very similar
and equally inconsequential.
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morphine.
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oh and me? your stalker?
i WOULD be, but i havent got the energy for it. so im not.
dah.
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