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morphine. and recycling_myself 021219
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sabbie and walking out the front door this morning the street was covered in mist and it looked just like the town i grew up in. these amazing silver clouds resting gently on the ground, smiling softly at me.

and walking down the road i realised that it smelled like the ocean and the salt settled on my skin like snow and i could have been the only person in the entire world.

such a beautiful morning.
021219
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jane i was flying
whipping through the blue and white
like fog during the day
it was warm and comfortable
and i was thinking of the success
i would find
when i returned to earth
because i could fly
and then i realized
i was in free fall
021224
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grendel and sometimes these clouds are the ones over my head and i let the light in when i do this

and sometimes, these clouds, they are the thin pond-ice i am walking on and i fall through when i do this
021224
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paste! when sitting, and the spine extends through the ground and to the center of the earth, the head goes in the opposite direction until it feels like the ears are kicking through clouds. 021225
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bespeckled I dream about you loving me again
and feel as if I might as well be
kicking through clouds.
021225
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suicidalchinadoll I have been off balance lately
..it feels like trying to swim through a mud puddle, or fly through a cloudy sky whilst straining your eyes to look for rocks, obscured.
out of balance
mayhaps a slight shift in the amount or type of happiness or non-happiness i've been feeling.

I shiver as the space heater under my desk does a good job of drying my eyes out, but a poor one of keeping me warm..
050102
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Seraphmodel.03 without without without mEEEEEEEEEEE......... 060505