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| Arwyn |
Yeah.. that's me. A total drama queen. Right now, I'm completely exhausted emotionally. I'm tired of drama. I'm tired of everything. I want to be allowed to sleep past 8 or 9 in the morning and I just.... *sigh* feel like I need to do something for me, but wind up feeling very guilty for wanting it. Loneliness is not an emotion I'm good with. I wish I were. I'm impatient about everything too. Today? Today I just want to go back to bed and hide all day long. curl up under the covers and hide. The drama queen thing? A complete and total act. I really am just an over emotional, shallow woman who just wants to force everyone to like her, so that in someway, the emptyness will go away. |
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| emmi |
"why do you have to be such a drama queen? why can i never just call you and have a nice normal chat?" "this is me, takeitorleaveit" he left it. |
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